my Very FiRsT VaLeNtINE..~~

~dong dong dong~12am 12am...~~

my valentine started at 12 am  sort of...:) 

we(wendy me nee step iris ejinq chris baby khong hern shin hui heng lili) went to tong chi dao after dinner...talk talk talk....then baby pass me a ring...heehee..super sharp lo the edge...poke my finger le...sobsob..but then the ring was quite shinning de... :)

baby requested me to stay on,go back to my home only on sat morning..after breakfast..so i stayed on..next morning..8.30,chris woke me up..asking me whether ejinq can come to my house to cook something for his special sum1...haha..i of cos agreed to pinjam my kitchen ah since i oso seldom use it..haha..then at 9 45,baby called me..he told me tat he will be late a bit..

after finish cooking,ejinq went n bath n took his hand made flower plus his spagetti  to his beloved...hahahahahhaha...soon baby called me...i tot he wanted to tell me to go down to the guard house cos he has reached..but then he asked me to open the door...heehee...he was carrying a paper bag with something inside...he said tat he made tat thingy..and that was my  breakfast...so he opened...at first i was thinking tat it might be some sort of bread..but then i was kind of taken aback when i saw cheese cake~~~MY FAVOURITE...plus blue berry..lagi syiok la wei~~@~~haha...n n guess wat...he brought "kuk fa" too...heehee...my secondary all time favourite drink...guess he saw wendy gining me "kuk fa" ,that's y he knew about the "kukfa" thingy...haha...oh come back to the cake...it was delicious le baby...nice nice..haha...didnt expect u to make tat...n it was ur FIRST TIME baking  with mum beside tutoring u...give u A STAR yea...haha...proudly to take ur first time...hehe...then we called chris n ejinq to come n try out the cake cos i could not finish them...after eating the cake..i went home...

After reaching home..rest for awhile..then i went upstairs to do the card..tot of giving the white chanel card..but then i ter-destroy it naa..so i made the card myself lo...heehee..hope that it was not that ugly le...tsk tsk tsk...neway was feeling super sleepy while doing the card...so after finishing the card..i straight away dozzed off..heehee...messaged baby to ask him to call me by 5 if i didnt message him by then..

4.45pm:zzzzzzz.....my phone was vibrating..baby called n told me that he was already reaching 1u....gosh...n i was still sleeping...sob...i jumped out of bed....was rushin g all the way..heehee..

baby reached n sat downstairs with my parents n sister...he brought the cheese cake for me n my family...yay~~!!!can eat cheese cake again...heehee..

like around 6 plus...we left my house..before leaving my home..baby pass me flower n choc..heehee..he told me es said it is a must to give flower n choc oh...cute~~~after leaving those in my house, we went to the curve.. we looked for a place for dinner ..heehee...baby wanted to go apartment but then it was fully booked...(he doenst like the food there but then still pick tat place..figure it out the reason urself lo) ..

then we went to paddington...my sis told him that the food there was nice..so we went there ...booked a place then went gai gai...:)

like around 7..we went to paddington..ate our dinner there till like 9plus i thk..the food was okok....i like thedesert the most..hehe...yummy le....got everything that i like...haha....hmm..i've notice hor..baby like to give me everything that i like to eat le...he wont eat those that i like oh..tsk tsk...*sweet*...but tat is also the reason of  me gaining weight :(

neway after makan...we went to the bridge which those who went to my birthday stood to sing brithday song to me..heehee...we stood there for like quite long..talk talk..then he took the ring he gave...i was sort of complaining that the ring was too small..hehe..then after few moment..he  sarungkan a nicer feeling ring...heehee...the ring looks nice le...very shuai...:) most important is that...i love the ring...haha...then baby suddenly asked me whether i remember something which he had asked 2 month ago..then he told me that i must answer his question if he ask again..i was kind of curious plus worried plus nervous on what he was going to ask...tsk tsk...was thinking very hard on what he was going to ask...gosh...my heart beat was beating tremendously fast..i am really scare when some1 tells me that he or she has something to tell me...hmhm..i have phobia with that phrase..:( then finally i've agreed to answer his question..so he started asking..after asking...i really dunno wat to say lo..seriously...super paiseh...gosh...

baby:em..do u wan 2 be my gal fren

me:wat if i say no ah?haha...dunno wat to say ma

baby:oh dun wan then wat to do...

me:heeheeheehee..speechless for quite some time...hee...finally..i said "em"*shy shy*

then like around 10.30...we left curve...heehee..jamm for awhile...but then b4 11pm..he successfully sent me home...heehee...then he passed me a card...then em...i pass him his present...the "fake" present first..haha...wore for him..then after that i pass him his "real" present...hahahaha...really love that "real" present naa...i hope that baby like the present naa...must use that k?let me smell smell..haha...

i went round with khong hern looking for it le...:) khong hern love the wrapping...he oso thinks that the smell was nice...heehee...i like~~~~hahaha...after that..kita balik rumah masing masing lo...:)

neway i really appreciate 14/2/2009...:) hmmm...although some might think that my valentine was just like a normal outing..nothing special..hee..but then i think that my valentine was a blast..heehee...it was so amazing not cos he did a,b n c..but it's simply cos i got to spend the whole evening with him...the effort that he put was simply amazing...was so touched with every single thing that he has done..:) btw...after reading his card...i ...............melted.. :P

thanks oh baby for everything...:) 

Love u lots lots naa..<3<3

muaahhh muakss...

hug tight tight...*squeeze*

p/s:no pic cos 1)my camera cacat..2) we dun camwhore...:)

to kh n chris n wendy...no washing machine le...tsk tsk...we dan chun wan lo..:P

meaningfull tho~~~

        第一句

　　如果我们之间有1000步的距离
　　
　　你只要跨出第1步
　　
　　我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
　　
　　第二句
　　
　　通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
　　
　　才是真正爱你的人
　　
　　第三句
　　
　　付出真心　才会得到真心
　　
　　却也可能伤得彻底
　　
　　保持距离　就能保护自己
　　
　　却也注定永远寂寞
　　
　　第四句
　　
　　有时候　不是对方不在乎你
　　
　　而是你把对方看得太重
　　
　　第五句
　　
　　朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人
　　
　　第六句
　　
　　就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie
　　
　　第七句
　　
　　真正的好朋友
　　
　　并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
　　
　　而是在一起　就算不说话
　　
　　也不会感到尴尬
　　
　　第八句
　　
　　没有一百分的另一半
　　
　　只有五十分的两个人
　　
　　第九句
　　
　　为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
　　
　　为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
　　
　　为你的难过而难过的
　　
　　就是那些　该放进心里的人
　　
　　第十句
　　
　　冷漠　有时候并不是无情
　　
　　只是一种避免被伤害的工具

peneng trip on boxing day~!

the day after Christmas...the 4 of us went up to penang..we were going to shien nee's house to meet her..oh not only her.. yizhe will be there too..haha..we took the bus up...guess wat..those ppl went up with me were always sleeping..especially the guy beside me!!! since i was too sien..so i also fall asleep..haha..after like dunno how long..we reached penang..shien nee's fren-adrian came n pick us up..such a nice guy naa...haha...after like dunno how long again..we finally reached her house...phew..the road to her house is like going up to genting...tsk tsk tsk...

after unloading our stuff..we went makan makan..we ate asam laksa at a stall(obviously)haha...ohoh..ppl in penang speaks hokkien which em..i noe nuts about tat language..then the uncle in that shop suddenly speaks to me in hokkien..telling me dunno wat..so i act like i noe...calmly looking at him..after finishing his long sentences,i look at shien nee and baby..asking the both of them to ask that uncle wat he was saying..hahahaha...i think that uncle was kind of pissed off...hehe...oh the asam laksa was sweet..:) dun really noe the exact taste of asam laksa..so i thk that that asam laksa was okok...hehe...oh..we waited for mr ejinq to arrive..after that all of us went n makan cendol..shein nee said it's famous...hehe..the cendol not bad!!!~~^^

oh ya...then rite..suddenly nature was calling..so i went to the toilet which i was suppose to pay rm0.20 to enter n guesswat..i didit answer the call lo...i paid but i didnt answer..luckily i was not super "kap" tsk tsk...see the toilet?how am i suppose to answer the call wor?tsk tsk..i kenot aim ma...sob...

after makan,me baby chris,we were in shien nee's car..so then chris saw this place which he thinks is like the other world..not like normal city like places..it's so not modern...hmhm..dunno how to explain..pls ask chris when u see him ya...hehe..then we entered there..quite cool naa...

hehe...it was really nice de..i mean the trees n all..its different..it's like we were not in malaysia the minute we entered there...hmm...

see those two...ber-posing posing..hehe....we went n find for francis light's em..burial spot...n yeah...we found it..actually sum1 found it..then i just went n see see lo..hahah...quite cool tho..

after visitng that cool place..we went to the beach to meet up with kelvin n ejinq plus yizhe n adrian..actually they were waiting at the beach for quite sometime edi..hehe...then when they called us..we gave them the reason that it was jamm...haha..actually shien nee went sum where to take some stuff...oh that reminds me of that watson lady..she super rude n lanc lo..i super geram.. bought sweets in watson..then i got no change...so i gave her rm50..then she super lanc with her that idiotic face...told me.."i got no change"..walao...wat the hell..watson got no change?gosh..feel like punching her face gao gao man..super "chuan"...gggrrrr...then baby had to pay for me..oh gosh..this reminds me of another thing..did i pay him back?hehe...forgot le...charm charm..haiz..dun wan2 talk about that woman!!!!!!!!ish ish...

soon after that..we went to the beach..heeehee...took pictures there...hang around..play with sea water...

see the sea...super not clean bit the wind was cool~~!

ohoh.. me n him stayed this pose for like quite long..cos they were all trying to capture the best picture...but..em...no comments lo...haha....people always take our picture naa cos we are the latest =sweetest (whelan...u kenot fight la..:P) couple in my batch ma....haha...must take as many as possible le...cos soon there will be another couple then me n him edi berlapuk..nobody will take our picture le..hahahahahaha....so baby ah..better enjoy lu...haha...:)

the all of us...from left,ejinq shien nee me baby yizhe kelvin chris n adrian..

hehe..shien nee wrote this for me...those two are my foot prints...heehee...

wee~~!!both of them look so secocok naa...hehehee....not bad le...") shien nee..u can help ur daddy pass down the surname koay le...")

after hanging around at the seaside..we went makan...yum yum..the prawn mee was delicious!!!yummy~~!!heehee..i didnt noe that "fu jian mian" is "har mee"..haha...look at our faces..langsung tak notice that  kelvin was taking our picture...haha...the food was tempting..too bad lo...after that..we sent chris n kelvin to gurney...chris was going to meet his fren...wan hoe~~~!!heehee...

see..how come only got these 2 le...it's cos the next day..we didnt jalan jalan together...heehee...they went out with wan hoe..whereas the others,we went to bukit bendera at first...but then there were lots of ppl..so we went to kek lok si instead..the whether was super hot..then to go up to kek lok si...there were so many stairs...gosh..early morning need to exercise..sob...after that we went new world to makan..then we went to em...carrefour to buy stuff for the bbq at nite...we had bbq at the beach...hehe...we got everything prepared in nee's house then like around 6plus..we went to the beach..the guys started the fire...me n nee helped to block the wind..hehe...soon we started bbq-ing..tsk tsk...didnt eat much tho..cos everything i ate..i can hear"krik krik krik"..there were sand on our food...hehe..but it was really fun!!first time experience..super cool!!!~~

see...our food...haha..too dark edi..kenot see...

me n ker yi ...hehe..his hair was like alex the lion...haha...super lebat n long~~!tsk tsk tsk...

haha..this dude...super happy...tsk tsk...so cute la his face...haha...

these hardworking ppl trying to get the food done...heehee...

haha..those black black ones rite..all kenot makan lo..cos all hangus...heehee....wat to do..we are all human...we kenot see when there's no light source...hehe...so quite a number of them bakar sampai hangus..hahaha...

heehee...shien nee-our host n chris..the lion aka my manager???hahahha...

these 2...em...plus chris ii think were waiting for nee to pick them up....tsk tsk..unwanted trio...hahah...

hmhm..the number of us were to big..so nee's house kenot accommodate so many..therefore..chris baby n kelvin went cc to play dunno wat life or death till like 5 am..then went mamak...see those pictures below n u'll noe they didnt slp the whole nite..

they even took picture of themselves sitting on the road...tsk tsk tsk...haha...then i dunno wat happen..how they go...they suddenly reach macdonald...hahahaha....weird....

hmhmh..let me guess whose hand...erm erm...baby????hhahaha...

they took some nice pictures tho...it's a sign of a new day...

kelvin still super hyper..i salute la..tsk tsk tsk...haha...where's the other 2???

tsk tsk tsk...chris tak boleh tahan lo...so tidur di sana...haha...funny....ask to slp dun wan...heehee..

heehee...baby baby...wat happen to u???sleeping ke??or missing me....HAHAHAHAHAHA....muakss muakss...

see nice rite...hee..actually not sleeping also got advantage de lo...hehe...wanna see sunrise/sunset so much~~!!!^^

sun rise...aaawwwww...so romantic...3 of them watching the sun rises from the east..hehe...sweet... after breakfast...we went queensbay mall to jalan jalan...eat eat..then at 3plus we went to the bus station...chris took off in another bus cos he will be going back ipoh..as for the 5 of us...we were heading back to kl...hehe...oh ya...the guy beside me slpt the whole journey n i was left alone...luckily there's another guy teman-ing me ...but then he very naughty...he was playing with his saliva...tsk tsk...but then at least got him to teman me!!!

neway after like dunno how many hours..we reached kl...dad picked me up from the station.. the rest were so nice to teman me...hehe...thanks guys!!!appreciate it alot...:)

Great outing~!!^^

23/12/08 afternoon till nite..

well i went out with ahem...guess who...??!!!hahahahaha...tsk tsk..i noe i am bit wu liao..heehee...k la..i went out with him..at first our plan was that both of us go to the curve ourselves n meet up at 2...n guess wat??~~~!!!!tsk tsk...he reached my house at 1.20,just before the time i leave my house...haha...was suprised that he came n picked me up...*sweet*....n yea...my sisters met him... :)  my eldest sis even said that he left something in my house..--his perfume smell..which is my favourite!!!haha...neway we went to the curve then bought movie ticket lo..ohoh...on the way there..he gave me my christmas present~~then i told him i didnt buy anything for him le..but actually,i kept his present inside my small bag which now i think its not small cos the bad could keep his present which is quite big..haha...then when he parked his car,i gave him his present..:)

our movie was at 3.25,n we had like more then 1 hour to walk around...so brought him around the curve,then went ikano then went ikea to buy currypuff...heehee...wat to do..we got nothing to do ma...so walk around..then manatau curve is like super small...nothing to shop..then ma have to walk to so many places ah...tsk tsk tsk..neway...at3,we went back to cineleisure to eat dessert...haha...we had to finish up the ice cream fast cos movie was about to start..

watched ip man..its nice la ppl....go n watch!!!~~heehee...after ip man...we went 1utama lo..went n buy my sister's christmas presents..walk around...then we went chillies to eat our dinner naa...i ordered burger..he ordered something which is yummy naa...heehee..neway my burger super big lo..kenot fit in my mouth...yea yea i noe..u guys(ryl n kh) wan2 say that i got small mouth..tsk tsk tsk...anyway...i cut my burger into half...heehee...but it's still big..i tried putting them in my mouth...stretched to the max..still kenot bite the whole thing together..must bite small small mouth...so it's like i eat the bread..then eat then meat..so not syok!!!!heehee..then then...lalalalala...he offered to cut for me...HAHAHAHAHAAHHA....so sweet naa..tsktsktsk...so got ppl spoon feed me my dinner....hahahahahaha....*melt*...yee..

after dinner...we went back lo..but then not straight home..heehee...we went n eat "gei tak sek"...eat the tong shui..which is nicer then "tong chi dao" so much....hahahahaha...."P after eating he send me home naa..ohoh..i opened my present on the way home..haha...he bought me a sweater~~!!^^ noe y?cos got 1 day,i was in vista,i told him i was cold...then he asked me to wear my jacket naa...but then i didnt have it with me...n btw,my white jacket that i wore to genting..it doesnt help much!!!heehee...so he bought that jacket loh...haha...then he gave me a key chain too...cute~~~ohoh...n the sweets that he promised..plus a packet of tissue...hehe....

i gave him something ..which i think he'll like ba...hehe....

had a GREAT day naa...hee...happy!!~~~^^muakss muakss...heehee..

not yok ma rite?i minimize alot lo...if not all bising bising say i geli!!!ish!!!

p/s gen yuan:i where got always praise my bf?tsk tsk tsk..

p/s:i dunno wat to type him as le...haha...i dun call him dear anymore naa...heehee..

dear~~! 1 week le...^^

ahem..~~!!heehee...it all started during sem2 ..cos of volleyball~~we had training together..both the gals n boys teams..

we had lots of trainning when the competitons were near ...~heehee..so ..we met like almost everyday ...hehe...tsk tsk tsk....soon we all started to msn like alot...dear dear superly funny de...the way dear talk ah...heehee...cute~~!tsk tsk...love to talk to dear online de tat time...it's like some kind of entertainment...hahahahaha~~~then soon the "dear" thingy started..me u ryl n es started this thingy...oh ya...plus the long lost dear--waihou...hahahahaha.... during sem2,seriously we see each other like almost everyday.. :)

erm but as usual..definately not everything that happened were happy things ba...heehee...but but..time healed everything ah...^^ we somehow got close once again a..minus the wall in between us...^^hehe..

anyway...this is the first picture we took together ba...heehee..in chancellor hall..after bioscience.. :)

then this picture..it was taken after we lost the game...heehee..in tong chi dao...btw..that was my first time there....hehe....number 21 and number 9 le..(ryl's n waihou's number too)hehe...it was actually cos of these 2 numbers that we sort of knew each other...heehee...lucky numbers i guess..

then recently~we took this during wendy's birthday...in bangsar's telawi's bistro....:)

anyway...this is the story of why my post title is like that~~~hehehee...emem..last fri..we went lowyatt...dear dear bought his soul b aka baby(sob..)..then we went starbucks naa..he was playing with his baby...then then...suddenly i got a message ah..didnt expect the guy infront of me to message me..heehee..dear dear wat wat wat ah....heehee..ahem ~takkan wan me to type here pula..tsk tsk..*paiseh* de ma...ish....hehe..

then at around 12plus..dear dear said he wanted to slp le...so i added something in my goodnite message...hehe... since then my/his status telah berubah..hehe... :) *blushing*

hmmm...dear dear ah...today in tong chi dao rite...seriously...the guessing part,i really didnt expect that it was suppose to be "it"...hehe....*suprise suprise* ^^ although it's just a souvenier ah..but but still..i was quite gan dong/xia dao bit bit naa...heehee.. i reall didnt expect that dear went k4 to take that le...really didnt think of anything lo...was not suspicious at all...haha... :) in short---love the "guessing wat is in between our hands thingy"~~!!*sweet sweet*muakss muakss dear!!!!!!

hehe...people...introducing my NAN PENG YOU...~~~Mr koay choon wee~~!! :)

heehee...dear dear...*squeeze*..hehe..hug tight tight naa..muaaahhhhh~~~!!! happy 1 week naa dear...~!!^^hmmm...dear dear ...hope that we'll have more weeks/months/years to celebrate naa...heehee...muaksss.....!!!<3<3

p/s:dear dear..nah..yest i was sweet-ing with my blog le..where got other guys wor...heehee...tsk tsk tsk..

wee~Christmas is just around the corner~!

Christmas!!!~~~~~can u feel the embience?? christmas trees can be seen everywhere..chirstmas carols can be heard in almost every shopping mall..heehee...it's just so christmas!!!hahaha..

 awwww ...~~love Christmas so much..~~we'll be exchanging presents, eating dinner together..spending time together...it's just so Fun!!!!!heehee..

this year...i will be celebrating christmas in malaysia..next year...i will be celebrating in uk!!!!wee~~!!cant wait to have a white christmas...[in the same time,dun wish to leave malaysia too soon..sobsob..:( ] mmmm...heehee... :)

QUOTE from santa's elf..:believing is seeing..seeing is not believing...haha..

a teenager of heaven

--Very thought provoking. Hope you read it to its end!!!!! 
 
A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN 
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was 'What Heaven was like. ' I wowed 'em,' he later told his father, Bruce. 'It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote..' It also was the last. 
 
Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted. 
 
The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. 'I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it,' Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. 'I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.' 
 
Brian's Essay: The Room... 
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was. 
 
This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching. 
 
A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents. 
 
Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature. 
 
When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented. 
 
When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content. 
 
I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it. 
 
Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh. 
 
And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it,seemed newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand. 
 
And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him. 
 
No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own. 
 
He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me. 
 
Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side. 
 
He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written. 
 
'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.'-Phil. 4:13 'For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.' If you feel the same way forward it so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also my 'People I shared the gospel with' file just got bigger, how about yours? 
 

just ended my 1 week of vista-staying days!!

phew..i just got back from vista..had a GREAT week tho...neway my mum asked me to bring clothes back to wash but then i dunno y i kenot tahan le...i washed some of my clothes there..n oso my pillow cases cos they had weird smells...haha...neway...feels GREAT to be home..!!~~