His love for me.

I asked Jesus :How much do You love me?

Jesus said:this much~

He then spread His arms and died for me on the cross..

Faith is always tested..
sometimes I wonder whether the faith that I have is strong enough to be tested or not...

sunshine thru my window~

yeah!!it has been awhile since ive seen mr sun~ooohhh..i'm loving it!:D felt so much fresher and energetic after getting a whole morning of sun shining thru my window<3<3<3

just had a great brunch with him..ehhehe...shall talk about it after valentine's day~:)

alright.back to work..gotto work very very hard..its my final 3 months!must go all out!!chiao people!

met up with chingyee chris cj...had a great catch up with them..not seeing them for a week was like not seeing them for a month...gosh...this is scary~its like i am very used to spending time with them every single time/night~tsktsk...it makes me feel like not wanting the time to pass so fast:( somehow i feel that after graduation..everyone will go on a different and separate ways..we wont be at the same place and we wont be able to meet up that often~
man!!i think its time to really really treasure our time together!!

even with choon wee...just dun feel like being in a different place after graduation~:(

well..this is life..all we can do now is to treasure everyone..treasure the time being together.:)

two 0 one 0

so its already 2011..how was ur 2010?

my 2010 was filled with alot alot of things..good and bad..

well..i can never forget those time since june..i could say that unexpected things just keep happening..
from relationship problems to losing 2 people that i really really love..to not being able to go to sweden..
well..i really am very disappointed because everyone's plan went well..but not ours.. seeing other people uploading and talking about their trips made me even more em...SAD!but what to do?had to just bear with it until the topic becomes something boring right?i am sure that everything happens for a reason.. and I know that there is something better, planned ahead of us..for us~so ...my fellow trip mates...we shall look forward to something even more interesting k?

as for the other things that had happened..they've changed me into becoming someone different..seeing things in a different angle and perpectives.. anyway...for 2011...my main aim is to graduate and make my family proud! make my last 6 months in uni a worth remembering days! and of course...a year filled with God's blessing,grace,love and peace! till then!!toodles!:D

hogmanay!

Happy new year! So how was ur 21/12/2010? I'm sure no matter what kind of celebration it was,be it quiet noisy packed or em spacious..it was surely a memorable one right?
mine was very unique and special~celebrated in edinburgh with my friends!!it was fantastic despite the cold(not very cold) and the crowd and the waiting..:) some said that they would rather save the money then spending it there..but hey..it was an experience that i will never forget :D !!

we are on the train heading to edinburgh~

this is phoebe tay aka love :D

choon wee and engseng

jeeyan kelvin krystal and jason.

After lining up for an hour to COLLECT our ticket,we headed to a punjabi restaurant..man..we were all very hungry!

Phoes and I had chicken tikka..it was yyyuuummmmyyy!

then the 5 of them,choonwee jason jeeyan kelvin and krystal had mixed grill..it was really really filling!

after the dinner,we went to the street party..walked around and took pictures just to kill some time.:) some even discovered that they had talent in taking self-shots :P

my baby:D <3<3

and then when the clock strikes 12.."phew"...fireworks started shooting..:) it was so preettyy:)

then everyone started singing "Auld Lang Syne"

it was a very memorable celebration..there were some funny people around the streets..hahahah...totally enjoyed yesterday! i m sure jeeyan was super happy yesterday!hahahha..

so..em.i hope that everyone will have a great great year ahead k?lets make this year another memorable one again!:D

feeling rather stress!

hola!hows everyone doing?

been so tired, i think its cos that my days are always filled with workshops,labs,subway(job),introduction!!! feeling rather stress these days!:(
thinking that i need to really manage my time properly as i am also working part time really makes my stress level fly sky high ..not sure y but yea.....one word-STRESS!!!

anyway i guess its common to be this stess as years goes by rite:P more responsibility!

well...recently grandma passed away,i didnt get the chance to see her b4 the burial as i am in scotland. I have been praying for her and those back home.its so sad that i've lost or rather we've lost two person that we've loved in just less then 4 months.T.T

well..its weird how human beings can act on certain things/issues...sometimes I just could'nt believe that life is like what i see on tv (HK TVB dramas) tsktsk!

anway...got to manage and do what i should do~~:) pray for me k?:D

你曾经这样吗？

真的只是有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。
真的只是有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。
真的只是有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。
真的只是有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。
真的只是有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
真的只是有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。
真的只是有时候，希望时间为自己停下，就这样和喜欢的人地老天荒。
真的只是有时候，在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
真的只是有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。
真的只是有时候，夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。
真的只是有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。
真的只是有时候，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。
真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。
真的只是有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次 。
真的只是有时候，自己的梦想很多，却力不从心。
真的只是有时候，常常找不到事情，无聊的无所适从。
真的只是有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢了。
真的只是有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。
真的只是有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。
真的只是有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。
真的只是有时候，听到一首老歌，就突然想起一个人。
真的只是有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。
真的只是有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。
真的只是有时候，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。
真的只是有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，自己却无能为力。

oh i am not emo-ing..its just that i felt sometimes u'll feel like these rite?hehe..anyway enjoy life yo!

曹格-寂寞先生KTV

无所谓~