dear~~! 1 week le...^^

ahem..~~!!heehee...it all started during sem2 ..cos of volleyball~~we had training together..both the gals n boys teams..

we had lots of trainning when the competitons were near ...~heehee..so ..we met like almost everyday ...hehe...tsk tsk tsk....soon we all started to msn like alot...dear dear superly funny de...the way dear talk ah...heehee...cute~~!tsk tsk...love to talk to dear online de tat time...it's like some kind of entertainment...hahahahaha~~~then soon the "dear" thingy started..me u ryl n es started this thingy...oh ya...plus the long lost dear--waihou...hahahahaha.... during sem2,seriously we see each other like almost everyday.. :)

erm but as usual..definately not everything that happened were happy things ba...heehee...but but..time healed everything ah...^^ we somehow got close once again a..minus the wall in between us...^^hehe..

anyway...this is the first picture we took together ba...heehee..in chancellor hall..after bioscience.. :)

then this picture..it was taken after we lost the game...heehee..in tong chi dao...btw..that was my first time there....hehe....number 21 and number 9 le..(ryl's n waihou's number too)hehe...it was actually cos of these 2 numbers that we sort of knew each other...heehee...lucky numbers i guess..

then recently~we took this during wendy's birthday...in bangsar's telawi's bistro....:)

anyway...this is the story of why my post title is like that~~~hehehee...emem..last fri..we went lowyatt...dear dear bought his soul b aka baby(sob..)..then we went starbucks naa..he was playing with his baby...then then...suddenly i got a message ah..didnt expect the guy infront of me to message me..heehee..dear dear wat wat wat ah....heehee..ahem ~takkan wan me to type here pula..tsk tsk..*paiseh* de ma...ish....hehe..

then at around 12plus..dear dear said he wanted to slp le...so i added something in my goodnite message...hehe... since then my/his status telah berubah..hehe... :) *blushing*

hmmm...dear dear ah...today in tong chi dao rite...seriously...the guessing part,i really didnt expect that it was suppose to be "it"...hehe....*suprise suprise* ^^ although it's just a souvenier ah..but but still..i was quite gan dong/xia dao bit bit naa...heehee.. i reall didnt expect that dear went k4 to take that le...really didnt think of anything lo...was not suspicious at all...haha... :) in short---love the "guessing wat is in between our hands thingy"~~!!*sweet sweet*muakss muakss dear!!!!!!

hehe...people...introducing my NAN PENG YOU...~~~Mr koay choon wee~~!! :)

heehee...dear dear...*squeeze*..hehe..hug tight tight naa..muaaahhhhh~~~!!! happy 1 week naa dear...~!!^^hmmm...dear dear ...hope that we'll have more weeks/months/years to celebrate naa...heehee...muaksss.....!!!<3<3

p/s:dear dear..nah..yest i was sweet-ing with my blog le..where got other guys wor...heehee...tsk tsk tsk..

wee~Christmas is just around the corner~!

Christmas!!!~~~~~can u feel the embience?? christmas trees can be seen everywhere..chirstmas carols can be heard in almost every shopping mall..heehee...it's just so christmas!!!hahaha..

 awwww ...~~love Christmas so much..~~we'll be exchanging presents, eating dinner together..spending time together...it's just so Fun!!!!!heehee..

this year...i will be celebrating christmas in malaysia..next year...i will be celebrating in uk!!!!wee~~!!cant wait to have a white christmas...[in the same time,dun wish to leave malaysia too soon..sobsob..:( ] mmmm...heehee... :)

QUOTE from santa's elf..:believing is seeing..seeing is not believing...haha..

a teenager of heaven

--Very thought provoking. Hope you read it to its end!!!!! 
 
A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN 
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was 'What Heaven was like. ' I wowed 'em,' he later told his father, Bruce. 'It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote..' It also was the last. 
 
Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted. 
 
The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. 'I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it,' Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. 'I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.' 
 
Brian's Essay: The Room... 
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was. 
 
This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching. 
 
A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents. 
 
Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature. 
 
When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented. 
 
When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content. 
 
I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it. 
 
Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh. 
 
And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it,seemed newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand. 
 
And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him. 
 
No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own. 
 
He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me. 
 
Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side. 
 
He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written. 
 
'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.'-Phil. 4:13 'For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.' If you feel the same way forward it so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also my 'People I shared the gospel with' file just got bigger, how about yours? 
 

just ended my 1 week of vista-staying days!!

phew..i just got back from vista..had a GREAT week tho...neway my mum asked me to bring clothes back to wash but then i dunno y i kenot tahan le...i washed some of my clothes there..n oso my pillow cases cos they had weird smells...haha...neway...feels GREAT to be home..!!~~

chua ying fong's birthday!~

Gosh~~!! 27/10/2007 ..this date,this day..that moment..those memories..still fresh in my mind..i can still remember the tears..we shared our feelings with each other in TGIF..heehee...that moment..i can really feel that i.miss.u really appreciate each other..how much we treasured each and every1 one of us!!~~heehee...

neway,27/10 is our miss wendy chua's birthday..last year,although we were all bust preparing for our finals,but we still managed to spend time with her..celebrated her birthday...n our brilliant birthday gal started this thingy..she asked all of us to talk bout each other one by one..as we went on n on..we cried..haha...

pictures of last year's celebration...

heehee..this year...she came down to kl to celebrate her frens' birthday..heehee..we celebrated hers at nite...heehee...we went bangsar,s telawi bistro to celebrate with her..before that,we went mid valley to buy her present..a GUESS PURSE...khong hern n i took quite long to choose the purse..heehee..hope she love the purse!!!haha...

pictures...

heehee..we ate n talk n talk//n of cos took picture a...neway after that all went back le..althogh it was just a small celebration..but all of us hoped that wendy enjoyed lo..haha...muakss...love u gal~~!!treasure u alot lo..dun too lansi k?heehee..muakss..

anyway..this picture was taken last year...haha..super gay la wei!!!

mellisa's birthday..

hmm..i noe it has been such a long time since i updated this blog...haha...sorry le...blog got prob ma..hehe..i'll update everything soon..i really mean EVERYTHING...haha...ok...let's start with mel's birthday...

it was still sem break,so those who are in kl celebrated with her...we went telephone restaurant to eat..they have steamboat plus barbeque..before the dinner,me chris,ryl,waihong n shin yen went pyramid to sing k...then dear dear,gen yuan n kelvin went n watch movie..

at around 7plus,we went n pick melk up,then headed straight to the restaurant..waihong "brought" us there...n btw,to tail his car is super san fu!!!i lost them in just 1 min...ish...n those were in the car only noe how "fire" i was...tsk tsk...n oso rite,he suddenly "eat" to the left without signalling..me n dear tak sempat go to the left lane..so terpaksa nge nge go straight..luckily we were on the right track..wai hong a wai hong~~tsk tsk tsk...

soon...we were there..so all we did was..eat eat eat..talk talk talk...heehee...

we were cooking our food on this..n btw..i like the ham..haha...all of us ate to the max....mel was the first to stop i think..then followed by gen yuan shin yen then ryl..then chris..haha...me n kelvin n dear ate alot alot...tsk tsk...like 100years didnt eat..actually cos if we didnt finish up our food..we will be charged..then those left overs were all taken by me..so i have to sapu gaogao a...heehee..

then gen yuan,mel n chris went n take ice cream..actually they wanted to bring mel away so that we can light up the cake..but then there were still food on the table..so we decede to eat finish only light up the cake..hee...n guess wat..they came back with a huge plate of ice cream...hee..n dunno who started the milk thingy...yam milk choc milk...we al laughed like mad lo..since that day..cheryl is known as the "milk mother" of dear eng seng...haha..n she can produce yam milk which is gen yuan's fav flovor...tsktsk...heehee..

dunno y is gen yuan so paiseh..haha....then soon we brought mel to the ice cream place again..thn we lighted up the candles...sang birthday song for her...we were all so super full during that time..tsk tsk..n we still have to eat cheese cake....hmhmhmh....that day i think all of us put on at least1 kg..sobsob...n seriously..i think i can eat alot...tsk tsk...

birthday girl-happily cutting the cake...^^

                     *baby n melly khoo*

we bought for her perfume..hmhm..i hope she like the smell..hehe...

      *gen yuan,melly khoo,chris n kelvin*

both of them now are in the mother n son relationship..heehee... 

woo...AZIMAMA aka darling aka shin yen(wei i got ur name rite le this time~~:P),melly khoo,me,rly ryl...

yee...chris:haiyo this gal..i wanna eat an xing-ly oso kenot.

kelvin:haha...slurpp..sedap sedap...(he didnt realize that the camera was flashing)...*eat eat eat*

the last pic of the day...miss cheryl lai sit yee,miss melissa khoo ja-mie n mr koay choon wee..~~

after the dinner..i sent mel back...then ryl ryl took her car from mel's home drove back..then i sent shin yen back...

mel hope that u had a GREAT birthday this year...last birthday in malaysia le..next year...will be in scotland celebrating!!!!haha....

tagged by wendee...hee nah darling..i gao dim the tag thingy le..

1.) Could u actually accept sex before marriage? if let u choose, u rather have sex before marriage or non sex marriage?

ahem...mummy says tat kenot have ahem before marriage wor...

2.) situation: your father has got a serious disease and need 1million dollar. you can have a large amount of money(1million) if u break up with the man/woman that u love very much. what would u do?why?

break up??tsk tsk tsk..i will find another way to help my dad le..there's no such thing as "the only way!"...anyway..i love my dad heaps lo!!

3.)would u like to receive a diamond ring(from a rich boy/galfriend) or a gold ring but your boy/galfriend use his whole month salary to buy it for your birthday present?why?

gold ring..cos it means much more when he work hard to buy it then he could buy it cos he is rich..heehee..

4.)dinner: would u like to eat dinner cooked by your boy/galfriend or go to a highclass restaurant?why?

cooked bu him!!!*sweet*hahah...

5.)assume you go for a plastic surgery, n after the surgery u found ur face is exactly same like the ppl that u hate the most(EG.leela, she also go for the same plastic surgeon),

wat would u do+why?:

do the surgery again...gosh!!!!!!!!!!i dun wan2 look like the person i hate!i will hate seeing myself !!!tsk tsk...

6.)u prefer hugs or kisses?why?(from facebook)

both!!^^

7.)who is your msn favourite chatter?
who who n who lo...heehee...^^

8.)if u /ur girlfriend pregnant, and u /ur gf is/are goin off to oversea to further your study, will you stay or ask her to go for a abortion?

say no to abortion...heehee..

9.)if you are able to go back to past time, when u wana go?

form5/last year??heehee...

10.)if u can be any character of any series drama(eg. hk, america, taiwan), who u wana be?why?

chung kar yen=sweet gal,emma watson=not bad acting skills,pretty n most of all..she is in harry potter!!!

tagged by ahliong

1) Do you think you're hot ?
haha...no a..

2) Upload your favourite picture of you!
erm erm...i seldom take picture by myself..soso..dun have fav pic of ME...><

3) Why do you like that picture ?
-

4) When was the last time you ate pizza ?
erm i think a month plus ago..

5) The last song you listen to ?
fall for u...(love it love it)

6) What are you doing right now besides this?
watching series,msn-ing,sms-ing..

7) What name would you prefer besides yours ?
some glamourous,stylo,cool name like fiona yong..haha..blekk!!!

People to tag :
~lili
~melissa
~cheryl
~leilei
~wendy

8) Who is number one ?
my secondary best fren...heehee...we did lots of things together!!

9) Number three is having a relationship with ?
walao....she a..complicated...tsk tsk tsk..*shake head*

10) Say something about number five ?
she is hot!!funny,lame,cute(i say this to make her happy),got lots of ideas..m she is my beloved!!!haha...

11) How about number four ?
lei lei..is like a baby in i.miss.u...but sometimes she is independant!!n btw..she is coming back from tasmania on the 12!!!so happy!!kenot wait to meet her!


12) Who is number two ?
me n mel knew each other last year..both of us are from G8!!!!heehee...i enjoy spending time with her!!!!she's such a cool fren!!!love u mel!!!