When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'

read this in a mail...just wish to share it with u guys..

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?'

The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through hi s thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked.

Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will he lp some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending m ost of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight wh en Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :



'Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't al lowed. Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

Finally!!!!!!!!!!

hah..!!was worried about my results for days...finally i got it today...
at around 4 i reached uni..meet up with ryl ryl and wai hong,yi zhe,wee kiat..was damn super nervous...heart was like beating so so so super fast!!!!then navin asked us to go up to get our results..hehe...when i took mine...i dun even have the strengh to open the result..navin was like comforting..saying everything was going to be fine..coz he said those who need to resit will have a thicker envelope..haha...once he said that..i was touching my envelope..then lagi panic..i kept thinking that mine was super thick...haha..when i finally had the guts to open it..i was soooo relieved!!!haha...Pass all wei....no need to resit...can enjoy to the fullest now...haha!!!!!damn fun!!!!!!!!!!!!haha..

Who will Win??David archuleta/David cook?

The ruggedly handsome Cook..



The cute Archuleta




D avid vs david...who will be the one???

who is going to win??is it Cook or Archuleta???
watched american idol today..both are damn good singers..but i prefer Archuleta..haha..he is cute!!!only 17 but has a GreAt voice!!always smilling!!!!CuteEE!! anyway..David Cook sounds like Chris daughtry...haha..hopes that Archuleta wins American idol season7!!!results will be out tomolo at 8am!!...Go Archuleta!!!

wendee....

Do you like chinese food? yup!!
2. How big is your bed? queen size
3. Is your room clean? it all depends..hehe..
4. Laptop or Desktop computer?lap top
5. Favorite comedian? cant thk of any.
6. Do you smoke? nope..
7. Does anyone like you?erm....i hope so..haha..
8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice?erm..i dun noe actually..
10. Sleep with or without clothes on? with lo...duh!!!
11. Who sleeps with you every night? no one...hehe...
12. Do long distance relationships work? i'm not sure..it actually all deoends to both of them who are in that relationship..
13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? never..
14. Pancakes or French Toast? both oso so so only..
15. Do you like coffee?not really...
16. How do you like your eggs? half boiled,hard boiled..
17. Do you believe in astrology?no lo of coz..
18. Last person you talked to on the phone?haiya..my mum...(asking me bout some measurement..)
19. Last person on your missed call list? hehe..ada la..
20. What was the last text message you received? can u pls go online..hehe..
21. McDonalds or Burger King? both also ok!!
22. Number of pillows? 6 to 7..allwith "the smell"..love them!!
23. Last thing you ate? mee hon tomyam...
24. Last thing you bought?eraser..
25. What are you hearing right now? prisoner of love..utada hikaru
26. Pick a lyric?too many..lazy le..
27. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? !!!????
28. Can you play pool?no..i cant..haiya..must learn..
29. Do you know how to swim?yes yes..
30. Favorite ice cream? nice flavors of ice-creams..
31. Do you like maps? nope..
32. Tell me a random fact:i know most of lee hom's songs..haha..
33. Ever had a hard on at work? not sure..
34. Ever attend a theme party? 'Redcarpet' SAM Corroboree..
35. Ever do a keg stand? nono..
36. Craziest place you've slept after a night of drinking?i dun drink la wei..n of coz dun simply sleep with other plp!!!!walao..
37. What is your favorite season? all...
38. What is the first music video you ever saw? ok~!!i cant remember...
39. Pick few movie quotes:cant remember le..haha..
40. Favorite quote: wo yao ou!!
41. What is your favorite hangout?anywhere minus the crowd..
42. Best friend's name? 'imissu'ians,lili..some of scout members..
43. How long have you known them? "imissu" - last yr Taylors,scout member-since form 2,lili since standard 6..
44. Last time you laughed at something stupid? on friday...haha..cell group..
45. What time did you wake up this morning?12..haha...slpt late last nite...
46. Wake up next to anyone? no le..
47. Best thing about winter? snow..hee..
48. Name a couple of favorite colors: blue...black..white...
49. How old are you?18plus ya..
50. What month is your birthday in? August.
51. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated? pirates as in Captain Jack ??hehe..if yes then they are cool!!!
52. Favorite Dave Matthews Band song (if you have one?)nope..
53. What are you doing this weekend? sleep..online..watch movie..tv...swimming..haha..
54. Who will take this survey? every1 that i had listed on lili's tag..but this time..lili oso kena!!

ok..this is from wendee..haha...

i didnt expect that she'll post this but she did....woohoo...Go wendee!!!!

this is what she wrote....:

Song Dedication

I post this with purpose! She is a die hard fans of LeeHom!!!!!!!!same as cherrie
She was saying that Leehom loves her & singing tis song for her.
why har? This is just becos the repeated 'na na na na na' makes her perasan!
Correct, her name did hav 'na', she is my classmate for Taylors & batchmate in IMU - Fiona Yong
a super bza gal! hope u like it!
Change My Ways (Gai Bian Zi Ji) by LeeHom Wang
I woke up this morning and looked at my reflection
I discovered that my hair was a bit kuso
Minor changes make a big difference
We also have the power to change the world
I've been rather vexed lately, feeling very down
Wanting to scream every time I watch the news
But foul words are useless, everyone will disapprove
I've changed and found that I transformed tremendously
To the new generation, lets work hard
Everyone shout na na na na na
I can change the world, change myself
Change analities, change stinginess
Must strive and never give up
In order to change the world, come on, change oneself

I woke up this morning with a headache
Perhaps there's too much CO2 and not enough oxygen
Minor changes make a big difference
Our enthusiasm can also change the world
Just representing myself with no political stance
Though seeing this world makes me nervous
Improve oneself, just one dot can bring a dragon to life
*To the new generation,
lets work hard
Everyone shout na na na na na

I found it in an English version lyrics.
It has been translated from chinese.
I'd like to clarify that i'm not a banana..
-_-'''''''''''''''''

from wendee

anyway..although its kind of lame..but...well...at least she listens to mua..haha...thanks la..haha..

cell group...

ok on friday,i went to cg..Grace was there..so happy to see her coz it has been such a long time since i saw her..anyway...cell was like normal...kor xiang was in-charged of worship..ok that day,we had no guitar..so we just sang...haha...as usual..i always thk that my cell members has good voices..hee..then james started talking..oh ya,lik xiang brought a friend to cell..his name is viknesh i thk..haha..dunno how to spell..but anyway,half way through bible study,james asked us a question.."who is Jesus?"..every1 gave their answer..then it was down to 2..me and grace...so i had to say something..which i did..so did Grace..then james continued..after a while,he asked us about our opinion...so i didnt say anything coz i got no idea what to say..hehe..then james asked me y am i so quiet??lik xiang pula said coz i shy..then james said"no la..she where got shy wan??"..then lik xiang said coz viknesh was there that's y i'm shy..then he started saying my face was turning red!!!mana ada??!!!!i'm always quiet de wei...neway...then james continued...
at the end of cell...david asked a question which i am not sure what was the ques like...but then i know that they were talking about BC and AD...BC stands for Before Christ..then AD=after death..(which is wrong)..so ming huay said AD=after Christ..then David asked him..which side of ur eye u see a "C" there..then i turned to Grace and said..he thinks it's a SILENT D=After Dchirst=AD..as usual...liang zhi heard what i said..so he burst out laughing...last week same incident happened,i was sitting beside xiang,then isaac i thk said something about brushing every single teeth..so i thought it was funny...so i turned to lik xiang n repeated what isaac said.then liang zhi who was sitting not near from me heard n started laughing..they said i said it too loud..every started laughing..haiyo..super cartoon la...damn funny...
neway after cell they went sumwhere for supper but i budak baik..balik rumah lo..haha..

For miss tEOh sIeW Li..aka =bubble..aka..lili..

ok ..during this holiday,got nothing better to do..so i decided to clean mua's room..took out all those stuff in the box which have not seen the light for like about2 years..hehe..lazy to clean them last year..so erm..in the box,there is a medium size box which i really treasure alot..hehe..i opened the box..took out those stuff one by one..recaling my scondary life..saw many pictures,birthday cards,presents..all of them reminds me of my high school..miss those days sooooo much!!!especially SCOUT!!!all of us in scout were like brothers and sisters and all of us have complicated "relationship" those days..hehe..miss them sosoo much!!!
Anyway,i am writing this is to tell lili that she has been and always is a GOOD friend to me..i still remembered that she accompanied me during my early days in scout(form2) to be exact..whenever u see lili,u'll see me and vice versa...super cool lo...then she knows alot about me,she was always there for me whenever my "paip bocor"(i thk u know rite??during form2)..hehe..i always go to her house which was just in front of my school..hehe..during those days saya also know some things about her la of coz..hehe..i an wei her..she an wei me...go camp oso we go together..hehe...we were always in the marching competition  damn nice de..dun thk that she cannot tahan the burning sun wei..actually when she'd determine to do something..NOTHING...i mean NoTHinG CAN STOP HER..neway,she've grown so much(height,thinking,weight)...haha..there's too much to say about her..i think i can write for like few days lo...hehe..
haiyo..really mis those days..miss scout soooo much!!!!!!
neway lili just wanna wish u GooD LuCk in ur exam k??after this u'll be sooooo free...come n find me k??haha..yum cha together..long time didnt see u nia... 
oh ya..last but not least.....
Best FriEnDs forever k??(although i dun get to see u often)i do keep u in my heart lo..hehe...
take care...happy always..

tagged by lili..

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
those who "zhen xi"(treasure) me,the one that i love,my family.. :)

2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
a present..which needs to remain as a secret coz the present is still with me..hehe..

3. Where do you wish to get married?
a place with beautiful scenery,romantic,a fairy- tale like wedding..

4. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your lover?
will never know ..probably when i feel that i cant live without him,he's the one that i want and i will never find anyone like him anymore who treats me soooooo well,love everything about me even my weaknesses...i thnik that's the time..hehe..

5. Are you in love?
not sure...:(

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
damansara chinese restaurant

7. Name the latest book you bought?
Vender's physiology

8. What is your full name?
Fiona Yong Li Fong

9. Do you prefer mother or father?
both..cannot have Favoritism..

10. Name A person that you really wish to meet in your real life for the first time.
wang lee hom(actually saw him at his concert,but quite far away,so i still wan2 meet him up-close)


11. Christina or Britney?
both oso ok lo..

12. Do you do your own laundry?
Nope..

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
Europe,taiwan,japan,pulau bali..haha..anywhere with the special one..

14. Hugs or Kisses?
both oso..

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
(teoh Siew Li)
-Love to eat
-determine
-funny sometimes..
-love her family a lot!!!
-smart ass!!!!hehe..

8 things I'm passionate about
-spending quality time with my friends(talk to them and listen to them)
-food..
-harry potter
-wang lee hom
-sleeping
-watching tv
-fairy- tale(hehe hehe heheh...)
-scouts


8 things I say too often
- anything la..
-"wo bu dong"
-"ou xue"(vomit blood)
-"wo yao yun dao"(faint)
-beh tahan
-f***(reducing nia)
-walao!!
-ish ish...

8 books I've read recently
-　haha....except for my module guide(touched them before holidays-which is also b4 eos)..i didnt touch any other books during this holiday...just feel like resting my brain..becoming a lazy worm..

8 songs I could listen to over and over again
-lee hom's song...
-SHE's SongS which remains me of my high school life
-mayb those songs which were once dedicated to me??!!....hehe..
--cant thk of any other songs..

8 things I learnt last year
- time flies
-treasure people around u coz they might not always be with u..
-enjoy every moment
-treat others as how u would want them to treat u..
-express more
-never let those who are important to u to just slip out of ur life
-smile more
-study hard...

8 people you tag
-ryl ryl
-wendee
-lei lei
-khong hern
-lik xiang
-geoh soon,udang+jaric(i thk u guys wont have time rite...suan le)
-melissa
-navin

2 day straight man!!!

on thursday..went n find ryl ryl nia...pick her up and went to KUCHAI LAMA to eat "yu tao mi"...met wai hong at imu,then headed straight to kuchai lama lo...eat till like around 2 plus i thk..then we went back to ryl ryl's house lo...chat chat with her sister....laid on her bed...that day,cc was having pms..so she didnt kacau me ..hehe...good gal lo...then around 4 plus...went to ss2 maxis centre to settle some stuff then we went 1u to watch movie..hehe...we watched the movis titled "my wife is the gambling something la"...hehe..i spotted a guy gap-ped ryl ryl le..hehe....oh ya...i was quite xia sui that day...the banana pie that i was holding suddenly fell onto the floor..every1 around me looked at me,then all ryl ryl did was laugh!!!!!!she was suppose to open her bag to let me put in the banana pie inside..but then she laughed 4 about 2 minutes then only she managed to open her bag...ish ish..made me pai seh 4 2 minutes!!!hehe..then when we were heading to the cinema...i nearly fell(tergolek) down the "dian ti"...!!!!all becoz of ryl ryl..hehe...dangerous wei...luckily nothing happened..haha...after that,i sent her back then i went home lo..

Next day,i saw ryl's message asking me to go n eat bak kut teh at klang o..she said soon will be driving us there..so i woke up at around 10 plus...got ready then drove to his house..hehe..every1 was waiting for me le...pai seh..hehe..we went n fetch steven...went to klang..but first we went to soon's uncle's clipital...(looks like a clinic+hospital)..hehe...took his med then went to he bak kut teh shop...we ate for around 1 hour then chao balik...it was 2 plus lo...then ryl n i talk talk bit with soon then we went pyramid..i fetched melissa too...we went hunting for a present..cant tell wat it is..if not it's not a suprise for that person le...haha...selepas itu..balik lo...went to ryl's house to eat dinner o...then i went for cell group....phew..was tired actually...whole day i went out..hehe..2 days in a row i spent my day ith ryl ryl...wil be missing her coz she'll be going back terengganu dis sunday le...hehe...hope to c u soon k?hee...





ryl put her hp on my gear..it didnt fall for almost the whole journey back home..





ryl ryl n me on her bed..

both of us in the toile i guess..


the bak kut teh was not bad le..look at soon's serious face..haha..funny..


we added 5 plates of rice coz the rice that they served was so so so so so little..!!haha..

Entertainment after exam...

on 3rd of may,a day after eos,me,ryl,wendy,wai hong,yi zhe,soon,lik xiang and bel bel went to the curve's red box to cheong k...i gave wai hong instructions on how to go to the curve coz since both of them are staying far from this area,so they dun really noe how to go to the curve..by the end of the day.they somehow got lost..ish..but luckily they got lost not far from the curve...when wai hong called me,he told me that they are at the main entrance of 1u..so not too bad..hehe..
i reached the around 11.15,then geoh soon reached just few minutes after me..hehe...both of us waited for all of them for like 15 minutes..of coz i didnt sing until ryl ryl n wendy came lo..hehe..soon sang first...hehe....as usual,we talked n talked n talked non stop..hehe...sang till around 3plus then we went mum mum at kim gary...i still remember,last yr,lili n i always went to kim gary ater calss almost every wednesday de..hehe...long time didnt see her le...now she's busy with her finals..hehe...lili must JIA YOU k??u sure can do it de!!!
anyway back to the topic,we continued talking till like 5 plus..then we decided to go n take pictures..those sticker picture..hehe...then after taking,we all went back home coz got nothing to do lo..wendy went n meet up with her ex housemates..
overall...it was a fun outing..hehe..sang all the stress out...damn shu fu lo..neway,wendy,u dun miss me n ryl ryl too much k?like u always said,1month can change loads of stuff...haha..just dun hope to get an invitation card stating "perkhawinan abdullah ali dan wendy bin ali chua" can le..haha.....take care lo...

p/s"ming hui n ker lei,ryl n i did asked wendy to call u guys for the outing.. hehe...see we so got u guys de "xing "hor..haha...see u in a month plus lo udang!!!




wendy and me (taking pic without ryl ryl..) haha!!



again without ryl ryl


finally a picture with miss ryl and bel bel..haha

After Eos...End of Semester Exam!!!!

Had my first paper on the 28th of april,the exam killed me..ya its killED..hmmph!!!life taking wei!!!
ok!let me explain how i was killed by "eos"..

Date:28th of april
Subject:math
math was not as easy as i expected,as every1 knows that math is not my sub since young...so after 2 hours in the exam hall...those questions were like bullets..keep shooting at me...so by 11.30am...i was shot to death..:(

29th of april
Foundation chemistry (organic chem,inorganic chem,structure n bonding,physical chem n analytical chemistry)
again not an easy paper,the organic part kills,physical part also kills...sob sob...:(

30th of april
Physiology
erm...tried my best..hope that everything will be ok..haiyo..another killing subject...need to read the "green book" which guides us on wat to cover n also Vender's...super duper thick le the book....!!!!!!!!

2nd of May
Biopharm
All the questions was quite hard..especially Dr Arjun's part....killed me on the spot!!!!!!yor...

In a nutshell....every paper was not easy for me....sob...and now i thk everyone knows how i was killed by "eos"....hehe...anthing happens to me..blame those subject..haiz..anyhow,i was glad that everything is over now..well who doesnt??hehe..