bits and pieces of me~:)

The very special day that is celebrated all around the world!

2011-12-23T23:03:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!First of all, Merry Christmas!!

I know its another one day till christmas,but I am very excited about it.Firstly,it is because this year,I am celebrating christmas with my family (after 2 years in UK),secondly, the boy will be celebrating with me too:D:D how cool is that?!:)

Well,I got to say,since the beginning of December,I could feel the christmas spirit wherever I go.Shopping malls,radio and TV are all broadcasting about christmas.You could see christmas trees with beautiful ornaments hanging around them,year end/christmas sales are happening in most of the shopping complexes and boutiques and of course christmas songs which are played in the shopping complexes and radio stations.Its fantastic right?The big feasts and presents, everything about christmas is so wonderful..

But do u really know the real meaning of chirstmas?Some say that its Jesus's birthday (He was born on the 25th of dec),thus every christians celebrates the birth of Jesus Christ on the 25th of dec.

But hey my friends, 25th of Dec is not Jesus's birthday.In the bible, the actual date and actual time of Jesus's birth day to this world is not stated.25th Dec is just a date that is chosen to remind us that the son of God was born to this earth in a humble way,in a human form to die for us and save us all. Christmas day is a day for us remember God's promise where He presented His one and only son to the earth to save us all.Jesus came to bring LOVE,PEACE AND HOPE to all of us.

you see,during christmas, people exchange presents.It somehow symbolizes the present that God has given to us---His son.Jesus is not just a story, He is real.Many have questioned about what has been written in the bible,eg Noah's ark,many scientist have been finding ways and evidence to prove that everything is just merely stories,but at the end of the day,they really found evidence and proves that what has been written in the bible is true.

Jesus did came to earth,He did healing and has ASKED us to follow,to pray and to worship only ONE God,--our father in heaven.

Jesus died and rose again for us to have a relationship with God. Christianity is not a religion,it is a relationship with God.No matter what u feel or how u think about it, whenever u needed comfort or someone to go to,do not hesitate to pray and talk to God.He wants to be our friend( no matter how old you are). Believe me,you will somehow find peace in Him.

Till then,Merry Christmas everyone!!:D May the Lord bless you and your family always!I pray that the holy spirit will fill your house and you will one day know God and his amazing plans for u!:) cheerios!

its coming to an end..

2011-12-19T18:24:00.005+08:00

Its almost the end of Dec.An ending to a new beginning huh??!!:) Anyway how was your 2011?Is it as great as what you've planned in the beginning of the year?Or is it just another same old plain year?

My 2011 was a superb,filled with adventures and of course filled with alot of assignments and a very stressful exam( my final exam, if u know what i mean)year.I am really grateful that I went through it, definitely with God's help.Without Him,things will never be as good.Praise God for it.

In the first 7 months of 2011,I have been travelling a lot with friends and of course going on a tour with my family definitely gave me a whole new different experience of touring. Because travelling with friends, we stayed in cheap hostels,walked alot and explore/planned everything ourselves.We had to prepare everything beforehand before going to that particular country,but going on a tour with my family,all i need to do is hop on the bus,listen and take pictures!how cool is that?But I've got to say,going with friends definitely is fun and more challenging!However,going with family is far more relaxing and luxurious.:D Both has their pros and cons,but i totally love them all!:D

Lets list down places that I've been to:

1) Ireland

2) London

3)Netherlands

4) Italy(including capri)

5) Greece (including Santorini)

6) Switzerland

7) Austria

8)Germany(black forest,munich,berlin)

9) Prague

10) Belgium

11)Paris

12)Bath

13) stone hedge(this is damn lame)

14) Scotland

15) Sweden-kiruna was suppose to be in this list but ryanair cancelled our flight!!!!aarrggghh!

16)Liechtenstein

17) Vatican city

18)Manchester

19) Liverpool etcetc..

I definitely love Santorini alot! Capri was great too!<3 Anyway,I am very lucky to have been able to go to all those places,to see difference cultures and buildings.I wont be able to type down every single thing that I have done in those countries because in every one of them, I have tried and done so many things!Things which I can never forget!And I am also very thankful that I went trips with different group of people,it enables me to know them better,to see and understands them even more!:)

Okay,enough of my trips..because once I start talking about each and everyone of those countries,I think I can never stop~Maybe if u r interested,I can tell u face to face?hehe..

Anyway,throughout this year, I wont say that only good things has happened to me. Bad and unpleasant things definitely has happened too. I am kind of sad when I think back about them. However,it helps me to grow and understands human beings even more! They will only see the bad things about other people and not noticing that they themselves are doing the same thing. Well I guess humans are like that huh..but well,nobody is perfect, we just need to be gracious towards others like how God is to us. :)

Never in a billion years that I would believe that I would say this but yea..em..i dont really have alot of true friends afterall.:) ( But at least i have a few right now rite? thank God for them!:D)

As for my relationship with choonwee, I am very very thankful to God for him. He has and is always so so supportive and sososo patient and sososo good to me.He is my very best friend right now.:) No matter what happens in the future, all these memories will always be remembered!:) <3

I think for the next post,I am going to write about things that I am going to do before 30. My sister lydia has asked me to write it down just for fun~hehe.. I find it quite interesting too.:) well got to go now.. counting down till Christmas day!yay!!The very special celebration of God's promise to us all.. (Maybe i shall write a post on the real meaning of christmas.)

Love Peace Hope!:)

Good night peeps!

spending time at home.

2011-10-18T15:35:00.006+08:00

Been staying at home most of the time since I got back.Reason1 is because I do not have a car,hence I can't go out as I please. Reason 2: I am very lazy and do not have the mood to hang out with friends:P Anyhow,staying at home is not as bad as I thought,although it is a little bit boring at times,but I feel that it is nice to just rest and relax before I face the real world.:)

But nowadays I feel that I would like to work to earn some income as year end is coming,there will be so many events like christmas, birthdays, anniversary:P. Not only that, I need to move and use my brain to prevent it from becoming rusty and of course to see how a pharmacy runs. well well, just hope that I could get a job offer soon~:)

Anyway,last sunday ,church had a small presentation about going for mission trips to cambodia,nepal, sarawak etcetc.. Well,after watching/ seeing the presentation, I think I would like to go for MCPP1 this NOV to be taught and trained on what to do when I go for a mission trips.I am excited to go~~ Hopefully that I will be ready by then:D:D

oh, one more thing, ching yee will be leaving for UK this wednesday. Aikss! :( So sad to see her leave. But a year is quite fast, I just hope that she will enjoy working there and not miss home too much:P

coming back home~

2011-09-22T12:05:00.003+08:00

Have been wondering whether I have made the right choice to come home and work in Malaysia. Well,not staying there doesn't mean that I wont be successful or anything like that right?

okie, every single soul will think that I came back because of choonwee,but hey people,its not just that okie,there's much more stuff in it than that. I am not saying that he is not the reason that I came back,he is,but not like 99%. I have my own plans and I know that UK is really not a place for me. It's so so far from home and i think that working in UK wont bring me far.

I am so lazy to explain alot, so i will just let my achievements talk~

so miss yong,better work hard work smart and prove that coming back home is not a wrong decision! jiayou!

people..

2011-09-13T23:33:00.002+08:00

sometimes aren't u sick of pleasing other people? u try your very best to make both sides happy but at the end of the day,u've made both side not as happy as they want to be because u couldn't give what they've hoped for?

I have always kept this in mind.."everyone fails u but not God"

I really need to always remember that He is the best-est friend that i could ever asked for.I should appreciate and spent more time (mayb most of my time) with Him.. By doing that,I wont be disappointed and all those nonsense anymore.:)

To tolerate other people's character and attitude really requires alot of practice and patience! phew!

amsterdam:D

2011-05-07T05:04:00.003+08:00

Amsterdam..all about tulips windmill and illegal things~tsktsk~ went there with a bunch of people..filled with laughters and craziness..will never forget this trip ever!:D

have you veer thought of letting go before?

2011-04-16T22:48:00.001+08:00

“我们分手吧?”

“好啊…分就分

那让我们最后一次握手吧?”

她伸出手

他握住她的手

他坏笑说

“你能把手挣脱出去

我们就分手”

她挣脱了好久

也没有挣脱出去

于是很生气的说：

“你知道很痛吗！”

男孩立刻放开了手

非常严肃的说：

“爱你

怎么舍得你痛”

说完转身离开

女孩突然明白

于是追上去抱住男孩哭着说：

“我爱你

我们不分手”

男孩转过身对女孩说：

“可是我已经放开了你的手”

说完转身就离开了

消失在女孩的世界里

摘不到的星星总是最闪亮的

错过的电影总是最好看的

失去的情人总是深爱的

为什么不好好珍惜现在的?

请不要伤害一个爱你的人

不要认为后面还有更好的

因为现在拥有的就是最好的

不要认为我还年轻

可以晚些结婚

爱情是不等年龄的

不要因为距离太远而放弃

爱情可以和你一起坐火车的

不要因为对方不富裕而放弃

只要不是无能的人

勤劳可以让你们富裕

不要因为父母的反对而放弃

你会发现因为这个原因而放弃的爱情

将是你一生的悔恨

爱情就要相互信任

既然走在一起了就不要互相猜度

世界上没有十全十美的人

两个人在一起就需要互相迁就

接受彼此的一切

累了

才放慢脚步

错了

才想到后悔

苦了

才懂得满足

伤了

才明白坚强

醉了

才知道难忘

别忘了

忙碌的生活中好好照顾自己

也别忘了

有一个爱你的人在默默的祝福你

uve become my inspiration~:P

2011-03-24T02:21:00.003+08:00

okie,it was just yesterday that my sister elaine got her SPM results...

wow..she did welll!!!:) so proud of her...

hehehe...seeing my parents jumping up and down(well they didnt really jump),feeling super happy and proud for my little sister...it gave me motivation to study well and graduate this July!!not wanting to disappoint my parents!!!:)

okie!!toodles people..got to focus gaogao!!!

wanna be like my little sister...wanna make my parents proud!*winks*

saw this and i felt that some of them are quite sweet:)

2011-03-21T07:28:00.000+08:00

她下班回家。

他坐在沙发上。面无表情地抽着烟，突然他开口了：喂，我说，我们像这样同居两年了，你不觉得厌倦吗？

她停下了正换着拖鞋的手，转过身愣愣的看着他：你说....什么？

他还是一样面无表情：我说，我厌倦了。

她的眼泪流了出来，无助地背过身擦拭。

一个温暖的身体突然抱住她：不如，我们结婚好吗？

她接到喜欢了七年的他的电话。

他对她说：我们在一起吧。

尽管听到电话那头别人的窃窃笑声。

她还昰淡定地说：好啊。

然后她问：大冒险又输了吧?

他说：我选的是真心话。

他和她已经分手两年了。

两年来他每天下班习惯性地打开她的博客，看看她一天的心情。

她有时候高兴，有时候悲伤，有时候失落。

他只是静静地注视着，不做一点评论，甚至删掉了自己的浏览记录。

直到有一天她博客上挂满了她的婚纱照。

下面有一行小字：我嫁人了，不等你了，不更新了。

车到站了。

广播响起：请各位乘客带好你的贵重物品下车。

他对她说：走吧，贵重物品。

地铁里。

爸爸抱着一个大号的哆啦A梦玩偶，儿子手里抱着一个小号的。

儿子眼馋的望着爸爸手里的。

爸爸说：乖，别吵，这是给妈妈的。

女生很爱迟到。

每次迟到，坐在她后面的那个男生就会笑她小傻瓜。

很多年后，男生升职做了经理。

一次招聘中，快结束的时候一个女子气喘嘘嘘地跑进来。

对不起，我迟到了。

男人震了一下，傻笑着说：小傻瓜。

在动物运动会上，小兔子参加了800米田径比赛。

原因是这次的裁判是她暗恋了很久的猴子。

可当小兔子驰骋在赛场上的时候，她很伤心。

因为猴子的眼神一直在她身后的阿猫身上。

她躲在角落里哭了起来。

这时她的身后出现了一双温暖的大猴手搂住了她。

满脸幸福地说：其实老子是斜眼。

她在网上结识了一位男生。

他幽默有内涵。她便义无反顾地爱上了他。

男孩子的网名是：我会静静等你在人海中找到我。

今天她拒绝了第十个向她表白的男孩子，就在她转身之际。

那男孩苦笑着说：我会静静等你在人海中找到我。

一对分手已久的恋人,在异国偶然相遇。

他问：你好吗？

她答：我很好。

他问：他好吗？

她答：他很好。

她问：你好吗?

他答：我很好。

她问：她好吗?

他答：她刚刚告诉我，她很好。

10.

从前，有一只兔子。

又来了一只兔子。

它扶着耳朵站在第一只兔子的肩膀上。

来了一只兔子。

它扶着耳朵站在第二只兔子的肩膀上。

又来了一只兔子。

它扶着耳朵现在第三只兔子的肩膀上。

......

又来了一只兔子。

它扶着耳朵站在第九只兔子的肩膀上。

亲了长颈鹿一下。

11.

她要结婚了，前男友也在邀请之列。

婚礼上，众人玩起了认新郎的游戏。

新娘捂住眼睛，走到了新郎跟前。

新郎得意地看着前男友，前男友则是淡淡地撇开了眼。

新郎要上去拥住新娘时，她却走向了前男友，摘下了眼罩。

前男友从西装里拿出了一瓶香水，说：

这昰你最喜欢的味道，我一直都带在身边。

12.

他和她分手了。她消失在了茫茫人海，无论他怎样寻找，都找不回她。

从此他一蹶不振，自甘堕落。

直至他被诊断出肺癌末期，她又重新出现并回到他身边。

她如往日一样美好，她的笑颜陪伴了他渡过人生最后的半年。

他的葬礼上，一个男人递给她一张支票，说：

这昰你半年来应得的劳务费和当年的整容费。

13.

他每天要六点起床，坐四个小时的公交车去上班。

前两个小时他坐在山东路到鞍山路的公交上。

后两个小时他依然坐在山东路到鞍山路的公交上。

她总会在第三个小时上这趟车。

然后，他会对她说：今天，又好巧哦。

14.

夜半酒吧里。

她手中端着兑了红茶的芝华士。

一群年轻人拿着啤酒轻佻地走过来调戏她。

他立身而起，经过一场打斗，最终他拉着她逃出了酒吧。

在后巷里，他问她：你记得我吗？

她笑笑，摇了摇头。

他回她苦笑，然后帮她拦了出租车，说出她家的地址。

自己转身回酒吧。酒吧老板接过钱，问他：

陪她做以前的事，真的有效吗？我的伙计可都挨了你三次揍了。

15.

雪夜。他单膝跪地，右手碰着她最爱的红玫瑰，左手拿着一个戒指盒。

她一脸幸福，说：别闹了，这么多人。

他笑着说：那你答应我不？

她点点头。周围人雷动。

回家路上，她看着她微驼的背影，说：

求了十几年的婚了，下一年的结婚纪念日，换个方式吧。

16.

他在她的办公室对面的上一层办公。

他们隔了一条街，她每天偷偷地仰视他，猜测他的喜怒哀乐，记录在微博上。

有一天，他不在了。

她的微博更新为：他走了，我在想他。

下一秒，马上有评论：

傻瓜，我搬到你对面那层去了。那样我就不用俯视看你了。

17.

哈罗，帅哥，今天情人节哟，一个人？她挑起他的下巴，神色轻佻。

他眨眼，再眨眼，一脸的无辜：是阿，你要陪我么？

她暧昧的轻抚过他的唇：如果你不介意的话...

噗。他撑不住笑了，你每年都要玩这一次，不腻么？

不腻。她收起玩闹的表情，语气温柔郑重地说：

一辈子也不会腻。

18.

作业阿作业。

赶紧做阿。他悠闲地翻着杂志。

切...知道了!

不一会児，他耳边传来了一阵呼噜声。

他静静地抽出了压在她臂下的作业。慢慢靠近，给了她浅浅一吻，说：

这小懒猪，又要帮你补作业，真是上辈子欠了你...

嘻嘻，所以我这一辈子都赖着你了，装睡的她，心里默念道。

19。

他有空就用纸叠心形折纸，见到她就给她。

这个习惯有多久了？他自己都记不清楚了。

有天，她电话里说：今天有个收废纸的来，我问了价钱,，然后把你送我的心形折纸都卖掉了…

顿了顿，刚好九块钱，等下你打扮打扮，我们一起去民政局领证吧。

20.

他第一次打错电话时，她便告诉他，他打错了。

可他却不依不饶地打来了第7次。

她接通电话后怒道：你有何贵干？

他道：我没法忘记她!

她问道：你记住这个号码了么?

他答道：没记住！

她说：那你只要删除这个号码就可以了!忘记电话号码总可以做到吧?

他说：做不到了！你让我删除这个号码时，我就把它记住了!

21.

下了班，老婆问他：

如果你前女友来找你，说她因为得了某种不治之症才和你分开，但现在又奇迹康复了...

他说：我会很感激她，但不会离开你的，你放心。

结果他发现客厅沙发上坐着一位和老婆一模一样的女人。

老婆说：婚前和你谈恋爱的其实是这位，我的双胞胎妹妹...

22.

她离开人世的那个黄昏，他在病房里陪伴着她走完了生命的最后一段旅程。

她临去前对他说：放学了。

他听完这句话后像个孩子似的大哭起来。

他记起他和她在中学时，他常和她说的一句话：放学了，我们一起回家吧。

chap goh meh...korean food...etcetc

2011-03-06T06:23:00.012+08:00

This post is all about food:D starting from chap goh meh...khong hern chingyee cj and chris plus me had our dinner on the last day of chinese new year~:D

Lemon chicken

butter chicken
"yu piao" soup
lou sang
prawn~
vege
steam egg
It was lovely to be able to eat with them..treasure every moment!!:D love u guys!

Not sure when but choon wee and I decided to eat lunch together~we went to Merchant city sizzling something to eat~it has been kind of long since we went out together i think..
Starter: his salmon something
starter: mine mushroom something...its yummy!
my hot choc
his main meal~
my main meal
his potato=yummy!
Then i think after love's (phoebe) presentation..we went crazy and decided to walk all the way to west end to eat this korean food..it was raining half way..but man!it was worth the walk!i love it to bits!
our small small dishes
choonwee and jeeyan
love and i

baby's chicken~
jeeyan's beef?
love's kinchii soup
fried nian gao
my seafood rice

overal the food is em..not worth it~not too nice nothing special..so people..just wait till its time to go back to malaysia..and eat korean food there k?:D

well..it has been a busy month for us..presentations..assignments..class tests and more assignments!goodness!!almost killed us!phew...its time to prepare ourselves for the biggest exam ever...our final finals~this May!well..peeps..lets work hard and smart k?:D chiao...

Chor 22~

2011-03-02T10:20:00.002+08:00

well well well..despite the busy schedule that we all had, the tradition of having a chinese new year open house for the locals were still carried on. Preparations were done and efforts were given...as a result..it went smoothly,fantastically and wonderfully..We should all thank God for it.:) Pictures tells more stories than words right?I shall let all the pictures do the talking *wink*

chris with the "tai tai"s..hehe..susan,karmun and winnie

sze ying,huey ping,boobies aka chooi and leemingming~

well..sook yee is the far right girl..haha..she was so cute,running very fast to get into the picture..but sadly,my fingers are faster..that's y they had 2 similar pictures,one is with jie,another one is without jie~:D

okie people..this is phoebe tay en hui...she calles me love...*shy* ..and i call her love too..:P

this is keryi..he sang on that day..and he claims that he prefers to take pictures with me cos i got a big face,just like him~so his face will look not as big when he takes picture with me.:D
anyway..the ceremony started with a lion dance...very classy...:D everyone was amazed of course..btw the lion seems so lanci hor~
hahaha this picture is super cute...the lion says "hmph"
there u go...the sweet chingyee..love taking pictures..and she stays near me:P:P
need to pose with the fan as well~

then we saw this guy squatting...so we snapped a picture with him..but i think he didnt notice kot..
ehehe..love and jeeyan..best friends oh~
em...me and the guy ...we got nothing in common except that we are studying mpharm course and we stay on earth~

hehe..khong hern my best friend..with chingyee my another best friend:) wonder what will happen if they end up together?hahaha
the orang tinggi
then finally all of us~singing "da tuan yuan" well..we are like a family here..felt really warm singing that song:)
with our malay batch mates!
with miss christian..she speaks english which sounds like french..so if u dont pay attention during her class...u'll think that u r in france~
miss seow...she calls me baobei...and sheis very pretty and sweet oh..the flower of our class:D
sinwei..the smart smart and sweeet girl..I love sitting next to her during workshops..cos she is a good teacher~:D
nicole woon...the girl whose birthday is on the 29th of Feb..:D oh and she really knows how to tie up hairs~:D gave her something really small for her bday..hope that she'll like it~:P
baobei and waihou...
huey ping..hehe..my best shooter~:D *hugs*
weekiat~~~always fighting with phoebe~:p

anyway the night ended well..we've worked hand in hand to clean up the mess and the food was good..overrall...it was really really good!!!!seriously!!hehehe..there were so many performance...dance singing and sketch..btw chingyee and I became some aunty in that sketh..apparently everyone thinks that its funny..haha..wanna see that pic?...well..I AM NOT PUTTING IT ON MY BLOG~:P check facebook!

oh yea..I had diarrhoea yesterday night till morning..sobz....therefore ive cooked for myself this noodle with homemade meatballs....slurrrp!it tasted sweet tho..happy~k..shall continue with pharmcare now...toodles!!:D

His love for me.

2011-02-19T06:55:00.003+08:00

I asked Jesus :How much do You love me?

Jesus said:this much~

He then spread His arms and died for me on the cross..

Faith is always tested..
sometimes I wonder whether the faith that I have is strong enough to be tested or not...

sunshine thru my window~

2011-02-12T23:19:00.003+08:00

yeah!!it has been awhile since ive seen mr sun~ooohhh..i'm loving it!:D felt so much fresher and energetic after getting a whole morning of sun shining thru my window<3<3<3

just had a great brunch with him..ehhehe...shall talk about it after valentine's day~:)

alright.back to work..gotto work very very hard..its my final 3 months!must go all out!!chiao people!

2011-01-03T10:27:00.002+08:00

met up with chingyee chris cj...had a great catch up with them..not seeing them for a week was like not seeing them for a month...gosh...this is scary~its like i am very used to spending time with them every single time/night~tsktsk...it makes me feel like not wanting the time to pass so fast:( somehow i feel that after graduation..everyone will go on a different and separate ways..we wont be at the same place and we wont be able to meet up that often~
man!!i think its time to really really treasure our time together!!

even with choon wee...just dun feel like being in a different place after graduation~:(

well..this is life..all we can do now is to treasure everyone..treasure the time being together.:)

two 0 one 0

2011-01-02T07:23:00.002+08:00

so its already 2011..how was ur 2010?

my 2010 was filled with alot alot of things..good and bad..

well..i can never forget those time since june..i could say that unexpected things just keep happening..
from relationship problems to losing 2 people that i really really love..to not being able to go to sweden..
well..i really am very disappointed because everyone's plan went well..but not ours.. seeing other people uploading and talking about their trips made me even more em...SAD!but what to do?had to just bear with it until the topic becomes something boring right?i am sure that everything happens for a reason.. and I know that there is something better, planned ahead of us..for us~so ...my fellow trip mates...we shall look forward to something even more interesting k?

as for the other things that had happened..they've changed me into becoming someone different..seeing things in a different angle and perpectives.. anyway...for 2011...my main aim is to graduate and make my family proud! make my last 6 months in uni a worth remembering days! and of course...a year filled with God's blessing,grace,love and peace! till then!!toodles!:D

hogmanay!

2011-01-01T22:41:00.006+08:00

Happy new year! So how was ur 21/12/2010? I'm sure no matter what kind of celebration it was,be it quiet noisy packed or em spacious..it was surely a memorable one right?
mine was very unique and special~celebrated in edinburgh with my friends!!it was fantastic despite the cold(not very cold) and the crowd and the waiting..:) some said that they would rather save the money then spending it there..but hey..it was an experience that i will never forget :D !!

we are on the train heading to edinburgh~

this is phoebe tay aka love :D

choon wee and engseng

jeeyan kelvin krystal and jason.

After lining up for an hour to COLLECT our ticket,we headed to a punjabi restaurant..man..we were all very hungry!

Phoes and I had chicken tikka..it was yyyuuummmmyyy!

then the 5 of them,choonwee jason jeeyan kelvin and krystal had mixed grill..it was really really filling!

after the dinner,we went to the street party..walked around and took pictures just to kill some time.:) some even discovered that they had talent in taking self-shots :P

my baby:D <3<3

and then when the clock strikes 12.."phew"...fireworks started shooting..:) it was so preettyy:)

then everyone started singing "Auld Lang Syne"

it was a very memorable celebration..there were some funny people around the streets..hahahah...totally enjoyed yesterday! i m sure jeeyan was super happy yesterday!hahahha..

so..em.i hope that everyone will have a great great year ahead k?lets make this year another memorable one again!:D

feeling rather stress!

2010-11-09T02:35:00.003+08:00

hola!hows everyone doing?

been so tired, i think its cos that my days are always filled with workshops,labs,subway(job),introduction!!! feeling rather stress these days!:(
thinking that i need to really manage my time properly as i am also working part time really makes my stress level fly sky high ..not sure y but yea.....one word-STRESS!!!

anyway i guess its common to be this stess as years goes by rite:P more responsibility!

well...recently grandma passed away,i didnt get the chance to see her b4 the burial as i am in scotland. I have been praying for her and those back home.its so sad that i've lost or rather we've lost two person that we've loved in just less then 4 months.T.T

well..its weird how human beings can act on certain things/issues...sometimes I just could'nt believe that life is like what i see on tv (HK TVB dramas) tsktsk!

anway...got to manage and do what i should do~~:) pray for me k?:D

你曾经这样吗？

2010-10-12T18:06:00.003+08:00

真的只是有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。
真的只是有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。
真的只是有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。
真的只是有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。
真的只是有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
真的只是有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。
真的只是有时候，希望时间为自己停下，就这样和喜欢的人地老天荒。
真的只是有时候，在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
真的只是有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。
真的只是有时候，夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。
真的只是有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。
真的只是有时候，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。
真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。
真的只是有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次。
真的只是有时候，自己的梦想很多，却力不从心。
真的只是有时候，常常找不到事情，无聊的无所适从。
真的只是有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢了。
真的只是有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。
真的只是有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。
真的只是有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。
真的只是有时候，听到一首老歌，就突然想起一个人。
真的只是有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。
真的只是有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。
真的只是有时候，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。
真的只是有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，自己却无能为力。

oh i am not emo-ing..its just that i felt sometimes u'll feel like these rite?hehe..anyway enjoy life yo!

曹格-寂寞先生KTV

2010-10-10T05:32:00.000+08:00

无所谓~

glasgow

2010-09-17T04:04:00.002+08:00

since i came back to glasgow,i've been working and going on trips~:D

too lazy to blog cos there's alot of things to blog about!!heehee..anyway pictures of my ireland and paris trips are all on facebook~so check it out there:)

WILL be updating my blog more often !!:) wooottt~~

a month

2010-07-29T16:03:00.004+08:00

its almost a month since you left..we've always been missing u..

the story begins after the bali trip.

my beloved kuku was admitted the General Hospital Kuala Lumpur.she was diagnosed with cervical cancer stage 3.

on the evening of the second day after she was admitted (wed) my sister and I visited her.we brought dinner for her to eat.she looked weak and pale.she had lost her appetite.it was heartbreaking to see her in that condition.

on the next day,mummy called me and asked me to go to the hospital to teman kuku as it was her first time doing dialysis.so i went there and i reached around 10.there were no parking!!ish!!!

anyway,after finding for a place to park,i went to the oncology department to see kuku,but she was not there.so the uncle infront told me that kuku was still doing her dialysis..it was so weird cos she went there since 7am,so the uncle asked me to go to the urology department and check on kuku.

well when i reached there,all those stupid "legs and handS" gave me wrong directions!stupid!

then finally i;ve found her,lying down there doing nothing.apparently she was there for few hours and those nurses said that they've called oncology department to take my kuku back to her room.walao!!kuku was so hungry and thirsty,so i went n asked the nurses several times!then after some time only there's ppl helping my kuku back.SERVICE-LIKE SHIT!

then she ate the whole pau that i bought,fruits and so on.i was glad to see her eating so much.but it was the worst day ever,kuku was bleeding so much,i was practically changing the sarong every hour..i didnt noe wat to do but prayed for her. Kor boy (cousin aka her son)was of cos very sumtong and sad when he saw what his mother was going through,but he was trying to be as strong as possible for his mum.

so i was there with her for the whole day till my cousin came,then till my sister came then till my mum came~:) i went back earlier with my mummy cos i was so tired~

mm..for ur information, my kuku is the type of woman who would keep everything to herself and not tell anyone,even when she's in pain.so she was so strong and capable in bearing all the pain that she was going through.

so on friday,raq went and took care of kuku,my dad went too.then in the evening,we brought food for her.my dad was tellling my aunt to eat because she has to be strong to go through chemotherapy n all.

then sat came.i wasnt there the whole day cos we (lydia and i) had to fetch my uncle and aunty from the bus station,they came down from johor.then we drove to the hospital.kuku was in the dialysis room,so we went there.we even bought goreng pisang cos she wanted to eat it.when we entered the room,i saw her struggling,in my mind,i tot that she was just refusing the treatment cos it was pain.i saw my parents and my cousin holding her.and we were asked to leave the room.so me lydia adelyn(her cucu) and my aunt waited outside.then my mum came out...running to find for the doctor,so i followed her(i didnt noe wat was going on) then suddenly everyone was so quient.

then my cousin came out.he cried..saying "mama mei you liao" the minute we all heard that,tears just kept flowing down.i was thinking y is it so fast?whywhy?

then my parents went n talked to the doctors.my parents and uncle went n just "sapu" the doctors and nurses.those male nurses,their attitude and services was sososo bad!

my aunt could not breath properly,therefore my cousin and parents kept asking them to give her oxygen.but then they said"oh oxygen jauh la...ada satu aje"! then my dad said" then bawa oxygen tank la!!" then they brought..and guess what??they didnt noe how to operate it!! and then they said they need to find the screwdriver!then they open one drawer at a time..and they couln't find..so they just went off!!!my kuku was suffocating and they didnt even bother!!! shit them!!!wat is this??!!!!

my parents scolded them,my mum said to the male nurses "engkau balik fikir!!hari ini,u telah bunuh seorang pesakit!!" btw..the male nurses can even laugh and walked slumber-ly after kuku died!!wtff!!!!!walao i was so mad!went infront n scolded them!!gosh!really feel like punching them on their shit faces! arrrgggh!!!

my cousin cried like there is no tommorrow..my mum and dad and sister called ppl around to ask about the burial stuff because he was too sad to handle all these.

we were lucky that my another kuku's husband's younger sister(aunty jenny)is working with nirvana,so she did everything for us.and becos we were relatives,we got upgraded to vvip room with the payment of a normal room.the services was very good.it was fast and we were all very comfortable.the chairs inside where ppl sit and wake were all like cinema chairs,then outside there's sofa and also ogawa massaging chairs for us to use.there were unlimited supply of coffee and tea and aunty jenny provided us with food.we had our own space and it was very good and comfortable..

it was a very "feng guang" ceremony!we had first class layanan and kuku had the best of all.

mmm...my cousin's wife told me that kuku kept saying that she wants to cook for me when she feels better because when i first got back,she cooked once for me and she knows that i love all of her food,so tat's y i thk she wanted to cook more for me~but she was not really well tat time when i came back.

my cousin recently told me that on the day of my arrival,kuku kept reminding korkor that i will be back by then and kept reminding him to go to the airport.

I felt so touched and sad because i didnt have enough time to spend with her.I want her to be here longer!i really miss her alot.after her death,whenever i do something that has any kaitan with her,i will think of her..whenever i passed by her house,i will feel the lost.it really saddens me whenever i think that she is no longer here with us.but lydia always said that we will meet her one day,oh did i tell u guys the good news?she accepted christ long before she knew that she entered hospital..we were all very suprised with the news!someone shared the gospel with her.Its amazing to noe that she is with God now!btw..He had assured that she is with him many times when we prayed and asked Him.:)

her departure is also good because she wont need to suffer so much.she said that she would want to die beutifully and peacefully.Godlove her so much that He didnt want her to suffer anymore.

we are all trying to think on the positive side!its okie to cry sometimes because we know that we misses her..all i can say now is that kuku..rest in peace!i noe u are in peace now!so just chill till the day we meet up with u k?

We will always pray for korkor and family.")

we will always be there for each other~:)

bali~indonesia

2010-07-17T00:54:00.015+08:00

it was a veryvery very good vacation!!:) love to spend time with them!!:D:D

I am super lazy to write anymore and i will let the photoes do the talking..

oh btw,i am very lazy to upload pictures,so i have selected a few that can represent those places that we went~~:) if u wan to see more...check it out on facebook~:)

lydia and raq..waiting to board the plane.

after 3 hours of flight,we've finally reached indonesia bali.we took a taxi and went straight to white rose hotel, Kuta. oh the taxi driver looks like peterpan,the indon singer.:):)

we were given drinks upon arrival.

this is the reception.

can u see the stairs?thats the way up to the restaurant .

after checking in,we went around kuta.

this is warung made.its very famous in kuta.we had all kinds of food there.

pictures are all on facebook.:P

while we were choosing our sunglasses,we've noticed that there was alot of people gathering infront of the temple ,infront of warung made ..apparently,they were preparing for some praying ceremony.:)

after lunch,we went to the beach nearby

well,all i can say is tat we had lots of great time on the beach tat day~:D

after tat,we felt super hot,so guess what?its gelato time!:D

after that,we went for a nice massage.:)

this is the bus aka public transport for the balinese to move around.

the next day,we had our breakfast,and then started touring around bali.

putra(our tour guide) brought us to a house(well it looks like a house) to see pantings and arts.

this pakcik was very kind to allow me to play with his art~:D his face can be seen on facebook~:D

after that we went to this temple.balinese believed that after bathing inside this pool,they will be pure once again~:D

oh btw,did i mentioned that balinese,most of then are hindus:)

behind us is a small lake which has 2 black rotating sand like fan~:D i might put up a video of it~:)

after that we went to a place.i;ve forgotten the name of the place:P we went there to see the valcano!!!there's a lake near the valcano too!!it was sosososo pretty~:)

8,3,7,3

then we passed by the padi field.they just harvest the padi..so there's nothing left for us to see~:)

this is another temple.it was raining hearvily when we went there.but it was fun!

the next day we went to em..i;ve forgot the name of this place again~hahah..well,in actual fact,i;m too lazy to search for its name~:P anyway,we were sitting up on a hill,eating our lunch!~the scenery was nice.:)

oh the thing behind us,its like a statue with all the names of those who;ve got killed during the bomb.our hotel is just behind it.:) this place has lots of clubs and of cos ang moh!!:)

we were in kuta for 3 days,the next morning,we headed to intercontinental hotel!:)

last day in kuta.

the room in white rose.

the next morning,we went to incontinantel hotel,checked in and pratically just chilled around.:) it was a nice hotel.

after swimming,we went for our lunch.the place is called out of space i think~:P
its just opposite our hotel.
but then,its hidden.:P

the food there was great.after that,we went to jimbaran bay.a place to see the sunset.

jimbaran bay is also famous for its seafood. the food was great!!haha..love it!after the dinner,we could not fet a taxi to send us back,therefore, walking back to out hotel was the only way.it seems quite near to our hotel.") after walking for 5 min,it rained heavily..gosh..we were all soaking wet when we reached the hotel.hahaha..it was ssosososo funny!

earlier on,our suite that we were suppose to stay were not ready,therefore,we were asked to wait in a temporarily room.so after dinner,we went n asked about our room,and guess what?they told us that they have upgraded our room into this!!haha..it was HUGE!!! we got 2 rooms!!ahha..

intercontinantel hotel.

the next day,we went to the airport to fly back to malaysia.had our lunch in the airport`:) fanta is just nice la!!:P

it was a super good vacation!!love it so much!!

totally loving my summer holidays!!!

since i came back home

2010-07-06T23:32:00.001+08:00

On the 14th of june,my plane landed on KLIA! I felt very happy,nervous and of cause excited to meet my family..

The minute we stepped down from the plane,ching yee was complaining that it was super hot~:P
Anyway, we went and collect our belongings and guess what??!! haha..all of the bags came out and ching yee's huge black bag was not there.She was so panic until kelvin (her hero) shouted "eh ching!! isn't that ur bag??" ching yee was like" yeayea!!!' then kelvin and ching yee ran to the other conveyer to "rampas" her bag back!hahaha..

neway after that,we went out and i saw my mummy and my cousin!hahaha...then i saw LIM ENG SENG's mum.I went to her,she was super cute.clapping her hands and smilling wide..haha..then that idiot es came n say super loudly " eh MY MUM SAID THAT U PUT ON WEIGHT!" ISH!! then his mum was like "ssshhhh,sui zai" :P

anyway i went to my sisters and parents and my cousin nice nephew and my kuku!!i was sososos happy to see them :) they were all super shocked when they saw me becos they said that i am so not me!! em super fat..face looks not good~hair too long..hahaha.

We alll went home and guess what?The eating spree begun!! woohoo..been eating alotalotalot...
I was like a princess!!:P

The following week i will be going Bali!! i will update about it soon!!:)

I LOVE BEING AT HOME!! Love Malaysia!

p/s:alot of things happened since i got back..i will be talking about it soon :)

life

2010-07-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

Ive been going to the hospital these few days because my kuku(aunt) is sick.

seeing her in that kind of situation really breaks my heart

Why her?why?

i really pray that she will be strong, tough , to go thru all these~

been holding back tears whenever i think of her.

We surrender her into ur mighty hands oh Lord!

treasure everyone around u ppl!!

life is so fragile!

shifted house~

2010-06-06T05:19:00.004+08:00

today,all of us shifted out from JBC(James Blyth Court) to TCC(Thomas Campbell Court)~
I've only did the 1st half which is from JBC to the small littlle hill,because I had to go to China Buffet King to work.It was my first time.I was a little nervous but it went all okie although it was very tiring.I had to work/stand since i got there until the end of my shift.

The way back home was pretty long because I had to rest a couple of time.I was too tired and my legs were very painful.After reaching home,I had to clear things and get my things from some of my frens.
Oh by the way,the back of my foot has a huge blister,it was very painful when water "touches" it.I was practically screaming in the toilet while I was taking my shower!

Anyway crystal gave me some medicine to apply,hopefully the blister will be okie by tomorrow.

I'm sleeping now..I need a very good rest as I need to go church early in the morning tomorrow.I'm the usher for tomorrow's event.:)

Good night yea~

p/s:its the 18th month edi!!:):) love u!!<3<3

yours~

2010-06-01T07:43:00.002+08:00

today is ur day!! happy birthday koaychoonwee!!*muakss*

still remember last year's birthday?it was my first time celebrating with you right?

this year the timing is abit off...nevermind la..there is always a chance hor~:P

anway~~

I know that ur brothers are all not in kl~

ur girlfriend is also 100000000 km away~

no celebration at all??

butbut nevermind..we will be meeting up very soon!!!

happy???

cant wait to see u this 9th !!<3<3
cannot bully me yea..must sayang till hangus~:P
enjoy malaysia gaogao before u come because u are going to miss malaysia when u r here~
mmm..but mayb u wont~~cos its fun here!!:)

happy birthday yea ribeena!
have a superb year ahead and may u stay en ai with ur ahem la~:P
have a safe flight too!

I love u!:) <3<3

weather~

2010-05-23T23:52:00.002+08:00

hothothot!!!

its si hot!!!:(

heard from ppl saying tat this is the hottest summer since dunno when~hahaa..

ppl said that we are considered lucky because we have experience snow b4 christmas because it has not been like this since dunno when~hahaha..then this summer...is considered as the hottest!!

hee...will be having several activities next week~monday we will be going Dundee~on wednesday..its bikyun's n ho ching's lunch party~gosh i hope they wont be reading this~then on thurs~woohoo...BBQ..with seniors and church members!!1i love them!!happening nice n Godly ppl!!:):):) in saturday its Jim's and Susan's renewing their wedding vows~~so romantic!!:):) Sunday we will be having church!! hehe..

I need to plan beach side picnic ~cos we nede to spend more time with seniors~!!:):)

hopefully that china buffet king guy will cal me n nee for a job!!!need money need money!hehe..

anyway going to watch series now~~chiaozz!

寂寞光年——刘力扬

2010-05-22T08:35:00.000+08:00

same melody but different lyrics le...

which do you prefer?

劉力揚-禮物

2010-05-22T06:18:00.001+08:00

my fav song~~:):) i like the part where it's almost ending ~4.38min t0 4.56min~~

2010-05-22T05:10:00.004+08:00

has been going to gym~it feels like when i just came here.
last october,i've been going to gym with ching yee.indead,going to gym has change ching yee and I.but during study break,i've stop going...so yea...u can guess wat happened..i've put on weight!
yaya..i noe i am not as thin and slim as alot of ppl~:P

gosh!! need to reduce before i balik malaysia~:)

anyway time flies!i am praying hard that me and my fellow batch mates all will march to the final year!

anyway lets see wat i have done since i came here...

1. learned how to cook~i've been cooking normal food western food malaysian food~well u cant buy what u wish to eat,so the only way is to make and cook urself~!!:)

2.doing my own laundry..back at home,my kakak will do it all for me~~

3.going to gym..exercising!all thanks to ching yee~

4.walking for few hours during a trip!after that trip..we all think that we can go anywhere using our legs!hehe..going to tesco take almost half an hour..see woo is further..gosh..

5.learned how to give n take.tolerating other people~(this is walao)

6. khong hern said that i have changed.For the better or worst..need to ask him. I personally think that i have become more expressive..as in if i dun really like something,i will say it out and defend myself..no more miss-swallow-everything!!

7. Grown spiritually..Ive experienced the wonders of God.Speaking in tongue.His love and faithfulness really does amazed me!!

8. being independant. Well lets put it this way,back in malaysia,i dun shop alone,but when i came scot,i love shopping alone!!

9. celebrated CNY Christmas new year without my family~tat's the worst part~:(

10. Ever since i came here,Ive realised that i miss my family alot. I think that God has sent me here for a purpose..He wants me to appreciate my family more then ever and be thankful that they are my family!

11. mixing with home students.At first,I felt that they were kind of snobbish,..but hey!dun judge a book by its cover..not everyone is like tat!!:)

12. Competition for a place for pre-reg is somehow very stiff!! Everyone will go all out for what they want~trust me..even if u noe that person and talk to that person everyday,u will see a different side of them during any interview!

13. Changing from a building to another building every hour because our classes are held in different places/building~its like ur first class will be at buliding A,an hour later,the class will be held at building B~~

14. fire alarm went off several times!!got once is when i was bathing~!!!!so i ran to my room,changed and ran out!!hehehe!

15.watched alot of series and movies in PPS!! I can say that I have conquered pps!!:P:P

16. went to several places in uk!woohoo!

17. used/using baby wipes..i dun need to tell u why~~

18. abstain from going to RED BOX for 9 months!gosh..this is torturing!!had to go to waihong's room to sing!!haha...me cy whelan kel yizhe n waihong..singing gang!

19. and of cos..i've got used to the scottish's slang~~hehehe..

20.had some nice food here!!!:) haven tryhaggis and rice pudding tho!

21. long distance relationship~yes tat's wat my relationship with cw is called! ppl say its tough~is it? yea it is sometimes~:P

22. away from all of my close frens!u noe who u r!~:(

23.realised that i shud not take things for granted!

24. first time eating nutella!it's good la!!!:P cos last time i tot spreading choc on bread its weird but now..woohoo..love it!

25. been eating bread since i came here for my breakfast till now~nope..not sick of it..cos i love bread..hehe..

26. took care of myself when i was sick..of cos my fellow frens did send their regards n all..but hey...back in malaysia,my mum sis dad cooked for me ok..bring ubat to my bed..:P:P

27. being a tour guide for the very first time!haha..its the trip to manchester!

28. well..i became "hiao" abit~hiao means ai mei la~~hehe..key word-abit!

29. minum itu cocktail n em..nicer taste of alcohol lo~not first time la..but then back in malaysia i drink like mayb once every dunno how many years...kat sini...emem..more la~but not alot la~
p/s mummy..i am still a good gal la~!!

30. buy everything myself ..eg groceries toiletries etcetc~~back in malaysia..i dun need to do all these !!:D:D:D

31. well...experienced snow for the very first time!!

32. dressed up during halloween~(next year will dress gaolat abit)

33. cooked imitation shark's fin~:P

34. had picnic

35 going to have another picnic n BBQ session!woohoo!

36 experieced and experiencing 4 seasons!

i've got zero idea of what to write.Mayb i will plusminus when i remember something~

anyhow..yea..after coming here,ive changed alot..
appreciated things even more
love the people around me
love the church
love the cell groups..

yea~ive got used to everything here..the weather the food the people the culture~~

i am looking forward for my frens to come this 9th of june..and of cos lookinf forward to go home

well..I can say proudly that MQ discovered alot of things ourselves..seriously..seniors did help us on the first and second day..theey've brought us to tesco n chungying..yang lain..we cari ourselves...so to me I think that if u do/find/discover things urself..it would mean something to you~~

a note to MP...dun depend on us / seniors toootoo much ~~k? we can tell abitabit la..=p=p
no worries la...no matter what..we will still bring u all around~cos we bu ren xing see u all walk blindly~

:D:D

till then~~

致亲爱的郭俊纬~=p =p

2010-05-18T08:27:00.003+08:00

got this from wendy~

mushmush ah...read this~!!!:P:P:P

找老婆就得找爱发脾气的女人。。。（转）
永远不会发脾气的女人就如同一杯白开水，解渴，却无味。而发脾气的女人正如烈酒一般，刺激而令人无法忘怀。
你迟到，她向你发脾气，是因为她紧张你，她怕你出了什么意外。
你抽烟，她向你发脾气，是因为她担心你的身体健康。
你喝酒，她向你发脾气，是因为她担心你酒醉后没有人照顾，怕你会出什么事，留下她一个人。你不爱洗澡，她向你发脾气，是希望你有干净的生活习惯，能健健康康的生活。
你乱扔脏衣服，她向你发脾气，是希望你能多动动，而不是吃饱了只会趴在电脑边或者躺在床上长膘。
你对她大声说话，她向你发脾气，是希望你能温柔而细语的跟她说话，希望感受到你的呵护。
你对她的话视而不见，她向你发脾气，是希望你能把她放在心里面，希望她说的话你都能认认真真的对待。
你说她有这毛病那毛病，她向你发脾气，是想自己在你的心里永远是完美的，听到你的指指点点她很郁闷。
你总是忙不停，她向你发脾气，是因为你都没有时间来陪她聊天，或者抱抱她，她感觉被你忽略了。
因此，女人容易对男人发脾气。
身边有个会向你发脾气的女人，其实是一件多么幸福的事！

你忘记她的生日，她向你发脾气，是因为你对她来说很重要，她并不会要求一个陌生人记住她的生日。

你身上被发现有别的女人的香味，她向你发脾气，是因为她在乎你，你是她的所有，她不想跟别人分享你。

女人是最讲理的动物，她的脾气往往导因于各式各样的理由。

女人也是最不讲理的动物，因为她的理由经常令人无法理解。

女人可以为了一件小得不能再小的事，发一场大得不能再大的脾气。

因为女人对身边的男人有所要求，有所期望，所以常常会失望、失落。

而身边有一个会让自己发脾气的男人，是对女人最大的折磨，也是莫大的幸福。
珍惜你身边那个爱生气的女人，因为那是在乎的表现，而且发脾气的女人也很可爱哦~~~
假如有一天，她不在为你生气......留下的只有漆黑的房间，慌乱的心跳，述说着心灵深处的痛楚。那寂寞的思念，那暗淡的惆怅，还有那幸福的幻觉，独自呓语.......

2010-05-14T20:19:00.001+08:00

phew!! we are all done with 3 of our papers~~
now we need to battle for our pp3~~its next mon~~gosh..i'm nervous~

:(:( need to jiayou..to pass le la~~pp3!gonna bring u downdowndown!

after mon!!its time to pppaaarrrtttyyy!!!woohoo!

been super tired!

2010-05-12T03:50:00.002+08:00

in the mist of exam now~~

done with fmt 2 and dd3~this coming thurs it will be my biopharm paper~gosh..i hope that it will be an easy paper that when i do..i will smile till i finish~:)

anyway..there's still less then a month more to go,then i will be able to see him <3>

then after 3 days i will be seeing the most important ppl in my life..my family!

been here since last sept..
was suffering from some sickness call ..."home sick"~:P
then i got used to being far far away...
now after 9 months
i will be going back n heal my sickness!:P eat eat eat!!!

man..time flies!!

mmm..need to study now~ciao!

2010-04-28T23:40:00.001+08:00

had been super strees for the pass 2 weeks~~and the stress level is still on the high side..in fact,its getting higher day by day..i am having the stress level as same as the cat...hehehe~~:P
next week we will be ahving our pp3 exemption..the week after is our finals edi~~praying hard for the flying colors results~:P

but anyhow...child like perfect faith is all that I need to go thru...hehehe...

saw these sentences and i find it meaningful~~

never take sum1 for granted

hold every person close to ur heart

because u might wake up one day and realize that u have lost a diamond while u were busy collecting stones .

Good luck seniors for ur finals!

真實 Zhen Shi

2010-04-24T00:24:00.001+08:00

One of my favourite singer~:) love her songs!!

mail~:)

2010-04-21T08:01:00.002+08:00

男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，
因为20多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点, 没钱、没地位，没房、没车、没事业，不能独立又不想依赖，挣扎着彷徨着，寻找自己的位置！

而20多岁的女人却是她生命中最灿烂的时候；
男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，因为二十多岁的男人还很“懵懂”，而二十多岁的女人却很灿烂；
二十多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点，
而二十多岁的女人却是她的大好华年；二十多岁的男人很不知珍惜，
而二十多岁的女人最需要被珍惜；二十多岁的男人自卑到极点所以非常自负，
而二十多岁的女人却在努力建立他的自信；二十多岁的男人不懂爱，不会爱却需要爱，
而二十多岁的女人需要被爱，需要关怀，却要付出呵护付出关怀；二十多岁的男人没钱、没事业，但有欲望而二十多岁的女人空守着自己的韶光不再；
女孩子二十岁左右是她最美丽的年华，这时她的心地最善良，她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。
男孩子在二十多岁时遇见了一个年纪相当的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因为这个女孩是用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子！！！
女孩只要陪他走过，女孩会永远幸福下去~~~
当女孩对你撒娇甚至无理取闹时，请男孩不要烦恼女孩，因为她们有道理这样，我们没理由烦恼，
我们要做的就是很理解很理解，保护好这位天使，等我们到了30岁，正当我们最美丽的时候，也请你不要放开这位曾经的天使！！！
二十多岁的男人不知道珍惜,不知道感恩. 当他们三十多岁的时候,事业有成,成熟稳重. 开始嫌弃曾经陪伴过他,但不再年轻的女人.
有人说男人其实是最专一的. 因为从20岁到80岁的男人都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人.
这是个笑话,但也是个事实.
有人说现在的年轻女孩都很现实,眼中没有爱情.
称着年轻嫁个有钱的,一辈子也就有个归宿了.
男人有时好比洋葱,要想看到洋葱的心就需要一层一层去剥。
但是女人在剥的过程会不断流泪剥到最后才知道，
原来洋葱是没有心的.

im am back~

2010-04-16T03:07:00.002+08:00

just got back from a 5 day trip~went manchester liverpool and london~:)

I was asked to be the tour guide for manchester,as for liverpool,ching yee and kelvin was put in charged~:) as usual..london will be mr low~

anyway a detailed update is coming soon...need to get pic from them..and also need to study for my class test,go hospital attachment and prepare for presentation..not forgetting our finals!!:(

anyway..pray for me k people?I know i can do all things thru Christ!

good luck peeps!

easter easter!!!

2010-04-05T22:33:00.001+08:00

well..it has been a very busy week for all of us..nearly took our lives!!! with biopharmacy 4 and report all due on the same day~~=.=

anyway....after the test,all of us went and edited our report..double checked..then hand in oveer to SIBS~woohoo..finally!!!after that,we( me whelan kunyang engseng js and waihong) went mac d!

Mac d has some special game like when u buy a set of meal,they will have stickers on those meals,therefore it is ur job to peal and stick it on the paper monopoly...lucky us,we had stickers which has free burger...we got 1 Big mac,1 chicken sandwich and 1 dessert~ kelvin and shien nee joined us later~:)

anyway..my housemates are all out..i'm home all by myself..but hey!!its fun staying at home alone...u can do all sorts of things...eg sing in the bathroom super loud without worries~:P
I have been cooking things that i wanted to eat for so long like mua chi ban mee etc etc~~:) happy me!!!*

anyway..need to study edi cos exams is just around the corner!!must jiayou!!:) after that can balik rumah lu!!:P

rumours

2010-03-23T21:56:00.002+08:00

waihong's friend came to town..so kelvin and I brought danny to rumours to eat..anyway..the main point is not about going to rumours...
the main point is that right before I went out,i saw my face in the mirror...guess wat..I felt that my face became rounder!!!OOOOO NNNOOOOOOO!!!
sobsob...all my hard work in the gym went into the drain!!!:(

after exam i shall go gym everyday!!CHINGYEE....on anot?

anyway danny is nice ...talks alot...hahaha..funny but has his own thinking~hehehe...nice knowing him!~shall go red box with him during summer~:D

got to go...need to finish the report and also study for biopharm~:( 1st of april is everything's due date!!heheh...

2010-03-18T08:23:00.001+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet ...
of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ...
she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ...
she is wondering howlong you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ...
she is not at allfine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest ..
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday...
she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more thanthat.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who ... kissesyour forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky heis to have
you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

sick~

2010-03-14T20:14:00.002+08:00

once again..I am having fever ~:(

I hate being sick when my family is not around me.

sob..

sleeping now~

nite!

dimsum~

2010-03-08T01:39:00.002+08:00

Today after church~we went to china town(super small n deserted) to eat dimsum~haha..the dimsum was okok only..had better ones in London..of cos in Malaysia too :) the purpose of going there is to celebrate jac's birthday~hehe...
had some dimsum which tasted not too bad..but the chee cheong fun's sauce tasted weird~the eff tarts too..tasted not nice~:(

after eating we sang bday song to jac...the cake was nice~it was made by seniors..but then its kind of sweet...but then nice la..hahahaahhaa..~(noticed tat ive used alot of but~~:P)

anyway..as most of u all noe tat i want to go back on the 13th of june..but then i need to get a job in the pharmacist so that i could get a place for pre-reg...hoping to get a saturday job..ppl please pray for me..pray tat i could get a sat pharmacy job..and that i could go back to malaysia during summer..

Oh Father God..I pray for the job that YOU have already set for me..I know that it will be the best place for me to learn and get experience as You have already planned my future way before I was borned,and I pray that You will guide me in making all the decisions Lord.Lord,I hope that I could get news from those pharmacies so that I could booked my air ticket before it becomes more expensive~:) Thank you Lord..In Jesus name i pray..Amen~

2010-03-03T04:16:00.002+08:00

video video video~~hopefully mine will go smoothly tomolo~after the video..i need to prepare my DD introduction draft!!so much to do!!!:(
aduhai~
neway just received his vday presents today~~hehe..
so happy to open the gifts one by one~
:D:D

syok!!

neway thank u yea baby~muakss~~~!!

dong dong dong qiang!

2010-02-13T07:59:00.002+08:00

新年快乐，恭喜发财！！！
I am in Uk..
this is my first year far away from my mama papa sisters ah nei n everyone back home in kl n melaka~ooowwwhhhh...i sometimes hate these celebration cos it makes me super home sick!!!:( btw..i didnt get to buy any new clothes~sob!
:(

anyway hope that everyone will be enjoying CNY to the fullest:)

take care~~muakss!*

due to laziness~

2010-02-13T07:55:00.002+08:00

ok! i guess the title gave u some hint rite..i am super lazy to update bout london and birmingham anymore...so if u guys would wan to noe..go to shien nee's chingyee's acc to seee those pic...

overall..the trip was gantastic..I THANK God for everything..He has provided me with alot of stuff~:)

anyway..i would love to go back to london again..seriously..oh btw..i met the long lost ming hui~:)

all of us misses him since he left/we left~hehehe...neway...GOOD TRIP PEOPLE!

Day 3~London~

2010-02-01T05:34:00.016+08:00

the third day of the trip~~:)

we went to madamn tussauds ..Heard that it was a must to go..So we went there:)

Amitha Bachan:) ok I dunno why did i do that..but...heheh..

some guy~~~i didnt noe how to post with him~haha..u guys should see chingyee's..she was pretending that he wanted to molest her b**bS~

President Obama n his wife..

beegees~

David beckham~

ok i am lazy to type edi~~:) just see la..igmore my face~:)

this is near china town..this guy is alive~:P

Then we went to st paul~me n nee..the church was pretty..huge n nice...St Paul has alot of churches...really alot~

After that...its dimsum time!!!woohoo...yummy..it was awesome~~:P super nice~atee alot...after that me n cy went n buy stuff...nee n kelvin didnt buy much~~OOO...we went n jalan jalan..of cos..we ate again..this time is you tiao...nee ate tou fu far~

oo then after this..we went into a restauran t to eat fried turnip cake..manatau their dimsum close...but then this guy very nice..he said last order..so we ordered..was kind of happy that he took our orders...but who knows...this woman came n said we ordered too little..then she went away..then we ordered vege..then she came n said...oo the chef dun wan to cook..so its like asking us to leave!!!ish...one day one day...we will go back there...n eat!!!stupid woman...she is really like a b**** !!!! sorry for tat.. but the word suits her~~hehe..

neway this is near china town..this guy is alive~:P

After that we went n makan Gourment Burger Kitchen~~hehe...

after that we went back n balik rumah lo..we took a mercedes benz to the bus station~~:P hahaha...was kind of sad to leave london~:(

it was a great trip..we will be going back london again!!!soon soon soon~

lalalala~~

2009-12-31T08:00:00.001+08:00

new year is comin~~~

super fast!!!

need to think of new year resolution edi~~!!!!

n i miss my family so so much!!!:(

n of cos baby~~:)

something for udid it out ofem..i also dunno~~:P

2009-12-26T23:25:00.001+08:00

<3<3<3<3<3

watching while eating

2009-12-15T04:31:00.002+08:00

i'm recently busy with exams~~class tests which are like making me suffocate~~~=.=

my only entertainment is cooking bathing n lunch/dinner time~hehe..

oo while eating..i will watch a series call "fu guai mun" (rich door?) hehehe..

gosh super gek hei one lo the movie~~

got such mother in laws who are always blaming her own daughter inlaw~

got such woman on earth who knows tat tat's ppl's husband..still wanna usik ppl's marriage

got such husband who dun appreciate such good wife~~~

in short...i watch edi super gek hei!!!!!!

tsktsk...therefore..i am planning to watch with sum1~~mmm..so tat i can sama sama marah those haui ren~~hehehe...who shall be my "series partner"?

neway its time for fmt...gosh!!1having a paper on thurs~~:D

hopefully everything goes well~~

pray for me yea ppl~~

ooo and safe trip to sg mum n raquel n elaine + aunt maureen~~:)

words to share <3

2009-12-13T21:43:00.002+08:00

read this in someone's blog~~:) so just wannna share:)

"You're no good for anything"have you ever been told this?

"I'm Ugly" "I'm not good at sports. Not good in school either." "How can anyone love me? I'm not worth it!"

Have you ever thought this?SELF-ESTEEM.

have you ever looked in the mirror and wish you were someone else?If you answer yes, you're in the majority.

Probably everyone who has ever lived wished that they could change at least one thing about themselves : their nose, their height, their personality - something.

Looks. Money. Possessions. Popularity. They all have one thing in common: they're not guaranteed.

Even if we have them, they're all temporary. When our self-worth relies on the outward aspects of our life, happiness, fulfillment will always be short lived.

True worth can only be measured by seeing ourselves through God and our Creator's eyes.

How much value does He place on your life? Did you know that God loves you just as much as He loves his own son JESUS!

you can't get anymore valuable than that!

you should be thankful of what you have right now that God has given. everyone is not perfect but in God's eyes, everyone is perfect and He love all of you! =)

i am a happy gal~~:D

2009-12-10T22:21:00.004+08:00

today when i was having DD2 lecture by Dr brian Furman~suddenly i got a message~i thought it was from baybee~~then when i open the mesesage...suprisingly..it was from my housemate shirley~she told me that a parcel has arrived for me~then i was so happy+excited!!!!mum told me that they went and send those stuff on sunday..didnt expect to receive after a few days~~when i open it..woohoo!!!!!!!!syok sangat sangat!!!seriously!!!!!damn syok!!!!hahahahaha...didnt know what the contents will be..so i was like getting suprises after suprises!!!hehehehe...happy giler!!!!!!:P

the box

the food that my sis chose for me~~!!!hehehe...all super special~~~

mee~~~

got sardine!!!n KAYA!!!!!!!...haqhahahahhahahahahhahaha....~~~

see got boh also!!!!plus udang kering~~:D

hahahahahhaahahhahaah...*still smilling*

BAN MEE!!!!walao...my fav ok!!!!!!!!!n some herbs~~wonder whether i shud put them in the peti sejuk~~~hehehehhe...anyone..pls tell me whether i shud put those herbs in the peti sejuk!!!

mummy even sent some mask..just incase...ooo i even got the tummy ache oiintment n also feng you plus bonjela~~:D

oooo yesyes...n TAUCHU!!!!!black bean sauce!!!!hehehehe....

plus steaming plates!!with diff sizes@@!!!

mummy bought a blouse for me~~~by kimura lee simmons~aka baby phat!!

n belt~~~hehehe..

n also...small bottle for me to bring to uni~~:D

last but not least...a card from them~~:D so happy to receive these stuff from them!!!!:D

just wanna thank u lydia aka da jie~~~for buying and spending so much~~:P:P i know u love me~hehehe..and mummy thank u too~~:D miss u guys alot la~~tsktsk...

after receiving this...its like they've send the whole malaysia to me~~heheheh..happy gila~~~:D love u guys to the max la!!!!max!!!!hehehehe....

p/s:i didnt eat maggie always le..its just that so ngam whenever we skype..i am eating that:P

the wordONE:D

2009-12-06T02:06:00.004+08:00

happy anniversary baby~~:D

muakss..gosh it has been a year now~~time flies~~:D:D

sadnya kenot be with u today..butbut...nevermind...next year naa~~ hehehe..:P:P baby thank u for the external hard disc o..tsktsk..i remember me telling u that i want to buy it b4 i come but due to some reasons...didnt...:D but u bought it for me~so nice of u...oo..*touch*

btw...i tot the external hard disc that u showed me was the one i got today..hehe...manatau..we are using the same one..~~:D hehehe...

baby..ur stuff...em..coming nia coming~~hehehe..hope that u'll like it..hehe...its just some small stuff..mon de is another small stuff..heheh..wait patiently k?muakss~~<3<3<3

love u bb~miss u so much..*hughug*see u...tml~~:P

thank u this video baby~~love it so much!!!

p/s was suppose to post it up on fb for me but something went wrong...so he sent this video bit by bit...hehehe...:D muakss!!!

2009-11-29T06:11:00.001+08:00

i am always proud of u~~u noe who u r~

it hurts when u say i dun~

wat i do when they are making funny faces~:P

2009-11-24T05:46:00.005+08:00

hehehe...since reaching glasgow..they have been very supportive~talked to me almost every day~i am always relaxed and happy when i am skyping with them~miss them lots~~:(

*home sick*~i wont ever want to be so far apart anymore~~:(:(:(

oo want to thank them for always listening to my problems...and also thank them for making me happy alwys~:D i am really happy that u guys are my parents and also sisters..:D

elaine with mummy...n mummy's hand~hehehe...

snowy the cute little things..dad is wathcing football by the way~oo he is going back kelantan tml..so i pray that God will grand him journey mercy~:)

tada~~my sis...always making stupid faces!!!!!!wait i will post it on fb..tag u!!!:P dun dare me!!~

raquel..trying out all of her laptop functions~~tsktsk..oo she just got out of the hospital...Get well soon yea~~:)

tada~the 3 beautiful family members of mine..oh the most lenglui one(she always say this) is not at home..she is miss lydia yong~hehe..very supportive jiejie and is a super good cook~:)

see la my sisters...ask them, skype with me..they main main~

ooo this boy..i have been talking to him EVERY SINGLY DAY~~seriously..every single day~hahaha...y a?scared i dun remember ur voice and face anymore?hahahaha..:P

all these pic was taken when he was in china~~i got lots more~~shall i post it up?hahahahaah...

poor one~feeling super sleepy but still dunwan2 slp!!ish!!!after get bigger eye bag then only u noe~~

mm...i love my family alot~~seriously...family will always back u up..be with u~they are priceless~i cannot imagine myself losing them...so i would pray daily for them~:) miss u guys alot!!!!

and also..not forgetting mr koay aka 男朋友 aka baby~hehehe..it is superly nice of u to give me something on the 6th every month..cant wait for the next one~hehehe...*xoxoxoxoxoxo*and thanks for visiting my sister yea..thank ur parents too~hehehe...oo and the teapot..thanks for sending it to desa park~:)

Love them all very much~:)

oo btw...frens back there...miss u guys too~~:) cant wait for all of u to come here...that includes u lili~~~hehehe...:) and chris~my eggtart..jangan lupa~:P

btw did i told u,mum that when i see khong hern's mum..i tot of u~when he told me that his mum went back..i suddenly thought of next april..when u come~we will go around..but after 2 weeks..u need to go back..dunno wat would my reaction be~:( oo btw..hope that u could be here for 2 weeks full :)

谢谢你

2009-11-08T07:50:00.003+08:00

thank u baby for those little little pressie~~~:D

LOVE them very much~~hehehe...

i wont lose "it" again le...

i use it for my house key k?

and i will baobei that drink le~~:P

fulfilling wat i need~~`:D*happy*

LOVE U LOts lots~~~

<3<3<3

P/S..must wait patiently k?"P

2009-11-07T07:50:00.001+08:00

ONE... Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO... Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want..

FOUR. When you say, 'I love you ,' mean it.

FIVE.. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.

SIX... Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN...... Believe in love at first sight. (I STILL dun)

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately... You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN. .. In disagreements, fight fairly.. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson !

SEV ENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN... Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship..

NINETEEN... When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone.... The caller will hear it in your voice.

HaPpY 11th MoNtH aNnIvErSaRY~

2009-11-06T08:41:00.002+08:00

BABY~11th month le nia~hehehe...*muakss*muakss*

second month in uk le...its also the second month i didnt celebrate with u :(

mmm....neway...kekeke...another month more then 1 year la~~wee~~~~:)

love u~~enjoy badminton nia~heheheh...

*hughug*muakss~~<3

p/s:listening to brian adams..."have u ever really love a woman"~nice~

:)

2009-11-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. I Corinthians 13:4-8

Love is not about showing off~
so ppl...dun all the time compare about what ur bf/gf did for u with ur fren's gf/bf...it doesnt work like tat~~

cheers~

my nasi lemak~

2009-11-03T04:06:00.002+08:00

my lunch today was~~~~nasi lemakwith chicken~!!!yippie~its nice lo...seriously~~i think mayb i will buy a blender la~~make my own sambal~~hehehehe...seriously yummy!!!:D

its time to go to gym~~will need to hang in the gym longer time i think~~hehehe...:D

Hope that april will come faster,,,cos mummy will come and visit me during easter break~~:D wee!!! happy~hehehe...

going for dinner now~:)

p/s:i got mm song but dunno where to lepaskan~ish~

finally a proper lunch~~

2009-10-28T00:43:00.003+08:00

woohoo~~had tomyam rice today~

how was it?

it was spicy and not bad~seriously..not bad~

the sambal belacan was nice~

after so so so long~finally had a proper lunch~hehehehe~

the rice with sambal belacan~

the tomyam chicken~

my lunch~!!!!

it was raining the whole day...

it was definately cold..

but i was feeling happy skyping with mum sisters and also baby~

plus eating my yummmyyyyy meal!!!~~~

aaawwwwww feeling warm the whole day~

oh btw my parcel finally came~:D
THANKS MUM~

ItS HeR bIrThDaY~

2009-10-27T00:44:00.004+08:00

she lac-ed me in G8

She thinks that she will never be friends with gal like me (vice versa)

then suddenly~~~~seriously...suddenly~we started to hang out together~

she was the one who gave udang the name udang..fed him with udang~

she was called kucing~

there's 1 night,she teman-ed me back home.

Every afternoon i would go to her house to take a nap~

she would sit my car to go to the library~
she was the one who had saved me kh n ryl from "dying"(at her kitchen)the fire remember?

soon after..we see each other from morning to night..every single day~

Those were the days..our bond was formed..not only between us..but also i.m.u-ians~

still remember her 18th birthday,she came out with an idea like em saying each other's feeling about others~(those who were sitting around the table)~the result=all of us cried~mmm~

she would come to my house~pillow talk to me till i fall asleep..she saw me sleeping..she will wake me up~then i will continue listening to her stories~(btw its damn interresing one)

then we all graduated...went to several trips together~~entered the same uni~made a promise that we will not have boyfriends till we graduate cos...in imu,all nerds~hahahaha....

but..unexpectedly...i broke the promise first..she complained~but soon after..she broke it too~~HAHAHAHA~:P so sama sama la~~~

then slowly..the time spent together got lesser n lesser~

but i still belive that we will still be as close~

hopefully i am not wrong~

wonder wat's my stand in her heart~

but no matter wat~she will always be that gal that i tot that i will forever not be frens with her but did and the one who once shared the same fear as me..(now still ada but i am not afraid of dogs edi) the one who would make silly suprises for me/us~and the one who would always think of funny/paiseh/weird/entertaining things for us(imu-ians) to do~the one who would simply cook for us~etcetc..too many to write~~~

neway dee~~just wanna wish u~

HaPpY BIrThDaY!!

20 years old le hor...same boat edi~:P

enjoy ur big day naa~~~

althought i could'nt celebrate with u~but still..

<3 is always there~~:P

she said that green things can save her eyes from wearing spec~so i tried too~~~=didnt really work~

with sum1's birthday cake~on tang lung festival~~

see~~in class..she was doing thiS~

during cny~they were all gambling~we camwhored using udang's handphone~the two...always gaduh one~damn funny de lo~~
that time when ming hui has time for us~:(

the forever busy imu-ians~didnt get to go to a trip together~*sad*

but then..its not about the number of trips we go~but the memories..

i will forever treasure and remember our imu-ians trip~its one of the sweetest thing in my life~

hopefully..we will be yumcha-ing in Japan 10 years later..go to trips and visit each other's country~~

neway~~one last time~

HaPpY BirThDaY~~

xing fu and sweet dengan si dia forever k~

have a blessed birthday~

imu forever~

<3

2009-10-21T03:13:00.003+08:00

few days ago~i was skyping with my mum~then as we were talking~she suddenly asked me when will my holidays be~i said december..its christmas break and also our study break~
its like around 3 weeks plus~then my mum asked me...em..how much is a 2 way ticket?then i told her it's like 4000 plus...
then she asked me..em...so...u wan2 come back to malaysia anot?this dec~~~then i was like????????!!!!!!!reallly??????~~~!!!! i asked mum why she gave me this privilage~then she said i looked like i miss home alot...hehehe...but then..at last..i told her that i need to study for my eos~mmm...gosh!!!come to think of it...if it's not for eos..i will definately said YYYEEESSSS~!!!!ish~~
neway...was really touched <3<3>

would really wan2 go back malaysia~:(

cos i miss them~~

its their little imperfections that make it perfect for me~<3

2009-10-21T03:01:00.002+08:00

It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking.

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man onthe other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene. One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.

It faced a blank wall.The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'

Epilogue: There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled. If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present.

ok i think i shall not alwys tell ppl my unhappy stuff...mmm...but then...i think i kenot la..surely need to pour it out~hehehe...

part of my parcel camE~

2009-10-17T03:50:00.003+08:00

finally it one of them came~
yesterday after class,we came home and saw a small little note at the door...when we picked it up..it was from DHL~~with my name on it...*yippie*..my parcel reached uk safely~~:D:D
but then...the man took back my parcel cos i was not at home~:( so i called and rearranged the time and date that i will be at home,so that when the parcel comes..i can sign n take it~:)
today..it came at 12.45..just ngam ngam before i leave for class..wee~~~part of my things came le..happy~~so now praying hard for the food parcel which is coming thru pos laju~~hopefully it will arrive safely~:)
oo..btw..my mum sent my goggles..but forgotten to send my swimming suit and also my tshirtS~~so i need to buy cheap tshirts to wear at home lo~~hehehe...oh btw..my parel..was 17.5 kg?hhahaha...heavy~~~yee~~~

anyway...thank u mummy n papa~~and also sisters to go thru all the "mafan" to prepare and sent the things to me~~:D APPRECIATE IT ALOT~~~hehehe...*missing u all*

fRIeNDs tOgEtRhER~

2009-10-17T03:43:00.002+08:00

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.

When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on..

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.<3

u can let go~by crystal shawanda

2009-10-09T05:34:00.005+08:00

i posted a video on fb..its really nice...watch it and u'll love it~~u will be touched..go to my profile~serach for it..the title is - daddy u can let me go now~:) enjoy~

i miss my papa and mummy and sisters alot alot...not forgetting snowy~i really wanna go home..:(

the lyric of this song..its also played by my playlist~:)

Wind blowing on my face

Sidewalk flying beneath my bike

A five year olds first taste

Of what freedom's really like

He was running right beside me

His hand holding on the seatI took a deep breath and hollered

As I headed for the street

"You can let go now daddy

You can let go

Oh I think I'm ready to do this on my own

It's still a little bit scary

But I want you to know

I'll be okay now daddy

You can let go"

I was standing at the altar

Between the two loves of my life

To one I've been a daughter

To one I soon would be a wife

When the preacher asked"Who gives this woman?

"Daddy's eyes filled up with tears

He kept holding tightly to my arm

'Til I whispered in his ear:"You can let go now daddy

You can let go

Oh I think I'm ready to do this on my own

It's still feels a little bit scary

But I want you to know

I'll be okay now daddy

You can let go"

It was killing me

To see the strongest man I ever knew

Wasting away to nothing in that hospital room

"You know he's only hanging on for you

"That's what the night nurse said

My voice and heart were breaking

As I crawled up in his bed and said:

You can let go now daddy

You can let go

Your little girl is ready to do this on my own

Its gonna be a little bit scary

But I want you to know

I'll be okay now daddy

You can let go

its a nice song~one day i will let my dad listen to this song...when time comes..:) its a song from me to him..the greatest dad of all~:) but for now...dun let me go first papa..i'm still a kid who needs u more then u can ever imagine~<3<3

HaPpY 10th mOnth AnNiverSaRy~~

2009-10-06T23:46:00.003+08:00

First of all..happy 10 month anniversary~~~wee~~!!!...

it's already 10 month baby~~~so wat u think?hahahahhahahaha...:p

:D thank u for the photo frame naa...hehehe..love it love it~:)

urs(presents)..u wan it?then come n claim it~~:P COME SCOT asap!!!

miss u lots lots~~:(

neway

love u lotslots too~~~*hug tight tight*muakssmuakss*

trip to culzean castle

2009-10-06T04:10:00.010+08:00

last sat,few of us went culzean castle~we all gathered at georged street at 9am~waited for the coach to come~it was so so cold!!!so torturing~neway..it was an hour plus drive~the guy behind me was talking all the way...so noisy~~:P

the coach we sat~
see....there;s sheep!!!!so cute la...reminds me of my snowy only~~~:(

tada~i sat with her~hehehe...i like this picture personally~:)
soon..we reached our destination..the wind was blowing so so strongly!!!!i really kenot tahan at all~to make the condition worst...it was raining~:(gosh~~we all ran into the shops to at least get some heat~:) when the rain stops..we started exploring the whole area~

we found this garden~with lots of flowers~the vies was really nice~as usual..all started to take all kinds of pictures~:) this picture above..there's a story behind it...hahahaha..:P

this is the castle~behind me..it's another side of it~

all of us minus khong hern n jc the camera man~khong hern got lost...hahaha...as in he went dunno where lo~so we met up at the castle~

nice rite??:)

then we went to the deer park~saw this deer...so all of them took picture wit it~

orange tree..baby orange~:)

can take wedding pictures here~nice kan?
after that we entered the castle~we were not allowed to take pictures~the castle was nice~there's a room facing the sea~that room was nice~it is said that when it is not raining~we can actually see an island..i think its the north part of ireland~:)

after the visit~we all went to the sea side~hehehhe~~

the two~hehehehe~

nee n i~the wind was blowing so hard~we took like thousands of pictures~!!

this part is the worst!!!i took like so so so many of pictures cos my hair kept covering my face!!!until khong hern oso kenot tahan..he gave me his scaft..ask me to balut my head!!!ish~

nee's fren..vivien~she is nee's school xiao hua o...this picture mayb bit off..but real life...hehehhe...ask jc if u dun believe~:P

the sea side~:)

nee me n yizhe~

additional khong hern~

group picture!!!!opps~minus khong hern n jc..:P

second sunday here~

2009-09-27T21:16:00.003+08:00

been here a week~kind of fast rite?sooon...we will be having classes..then after that exam..then after that classes again~then after that exam~then~!!!!!!~~~~wee~!!!can meet up with everyone else from malaysia~:P...come faster please~~

neway went to church today..it was ok~what the pastor preached was so applicable~ cos he said..God is not sum1 who u can turn off n on like a switch whenever u wan..should seek Him consistently~and not only during trouble times~mm...neway got to know few more seniors and they were helpful~:)

oh..n wai hong came..FINALLY...after so long!!!hahahahha...good to see him here~

n ryl ryl came n visit us twice in a row...so sweet of her..we talk talk talk not very long but still...at least we had the chance to talk rite??hehehehe...

the first day i saw her in tracy's unit..i was like..oh cheryl ma..she is of cos here lo..then after few seconds only i realised...she was not suppose to be here la~hehehhehe..excited that she came..like so so so so so long didnt see her le...tsk tsk...

mayb the next one could be wendy knocking at our door?*imagining*

ooowwww...i miss everyone back home~snowy too!!!!!!!sob~~miss the food n all..:( but nevermind..2 years will end damn fast~i know it will...:)

ok its time for lunch now~till then~:D

p/s:u cried..n i was suprised..plus happy~:)

scotland~

2009-09-24T14:59:00.002+08:00

reached scot on the 19the 12plus..we had to line up for quite long to just pass thru those customs...they asked us few questions and also wanted us to show them our offer letter n documetns just to ensure that we are really students..those whose visa was rejected before were asked even more questions..after that we collected our belongings n met up with the seniors..

I can only rememeber Jasper and Dharshini..others i dun really noe them~

then off we go to the uni.The bus stopped us not really far from our hostel but due to heavy luaguages and also the uphill road..we had trouble going to our room..actually it was only me,shien nee and crystal.shien nee had dunno how many bags,crystal had FIVE luaguages..gosh..it was kind of funny + torturing to carry/push those heavy luaguages..3 of us were left behind..heheehe..the other van which carries most of the luaguages parked near the entrance of the hostel,so most of them didnt need to go thru wat the 3 of us went thru~

after that we had some small tea time then we were free to go..all of us went tesco to get our stuff..

For the first few days..we went out to buy food,things that we need to cook n all..

places that we went are= tesco,chung ying(a place selling chinese food and some things there are expensive),primark(cheapest clothes shop, i need to buy thicker autume jacket or else i will be freezing to death =.=) 1 pound shops ,marks and spencer,T.J hughes etc etc...

we cooked for the pass 2 days..

oh yea..yest,we went chung ying to buy rice..we had to separate it to small small 5kg packets cos we cant carry 20kg all in a huge packets as we had to walk back..neway it ended up kunyang carrying 15 kg,yizhe 10kg,shien nee and bikyun 5kg and m3 7kg..kunyang had to carry crystal's packet cos after few minutes she could'nt carry it anymore~so kunyang the gentleman helped her~:D

anyway overall things here are all ok~ classes will start next tuesday and today..i am going primark to get a jacket or watsoever to keep me warm~:D

will update soon~

flying tml~

2009-09-18T01:16:00.002+08:00

i will be going to the airport tml at 11pm..flight is at 2am next day~

haiz...

currently..feeling really sad~~

super bu she de~

feel like crying but due to me=jaga muka..so nope..not crying~

hate to leave my family my boyfriend n my frens!!!

mmm...:(

a wake up call!

2009-09-15T22:34:00.004+08:00

ok..took my result on the2nd...n yea..as expected..i flung my pp~pharmacy practise..calculation part all wrong ma~think too much!!! neway i was given 4 days to study that paper..then monday resiting it~so yup..those 4 days,my stress level went super freaking duper high~..i felt so stupid for failing it~i am serious~n everyday..i felt like i could not breath at all..it is like either i do or i die~

after the test...mum dad n my sisters all asked me whether i can pass..they were all so worried for me..hehe..

on thurs after sedning jaric off to uk.i suddenly got a message..saying that results will be out on that day~me wendy n ryl were all so scared!!!gosh..we dragged ourselved to imu..got lectured by peterpook..then got my result~thank God..i passed my pp~i am really really thankful~prayed hard every night..

at first,when i knew i failed my paper on the 2nd of sept,i kind of lose faith..mmm...i know that i should not lose faith but ..gosh~i oso dunno y~mmm..

neway praise God that i've passed~I really thannk Him~

there alot of ppl to thank..

my family-my sisters are all very supportive..giving me hope n confidence~parents for encouraging me n praying for me all the while~n mum,sorry that u cried~(my mum cried when she knew that i flung my paper):/

baby-for supporting me by coming over..hehe..de-stress-ed me~:)

all those who needed to resit..we got a special bond there now..hahaha...remember our promise k?

other frens~thanks for supporting k?appreciate it alot~:D

btw,on the 2nd of sept,i met a super useless,rude,idiotic,stupid,notlengzai(ugly),black,damn "yong shui",got the see edi feel-like-slapping face de ah beng~i was driving out of vista,then the road was so busy,i cant go out,as u all noe,i need to go over to the other side of the road to go home..so i had to wait for a space available for me to go out..then there's this white myv behind me..kept honk-ing me..i got so pissed man..so stupid..how to go when there's so many cars??walao!!!use brain la idiot!!!!so when i reach the traffic light,baby was also angry,so he kind of like dod the "wat la u" body language~then that guy asked us to go down the car..that time i dah la faill...he wanna do such stupid things..i was already ready to bang n kill him edi!!!!!walao!!!!!my face was like ..damn angry!!!!then when its green light,he suddenly drove infront of my car..i honk the shit out of him!!!Stupid guy!!!he should thank him lucky star that i love my myv n i wont wanna bang it!!!if i were driving a lorry..his stupid whilte myv edi "penyet"!!!!! so stupid!!This kind of ppl oso got gal wan!!!! oh btw..his car number is WSX 1930!!!!!white myv!!!!!stupid de!!!use brain la..oh wait..if he got brains..he wont be acting like that~ish!!!! idiot!!!!mmm...

anyway~these few days..was busy preparing my visa application~passed my form up on monday~so pray hard that the British high com will approve it latest by this thurs~hehe~~

p/s:stay strong yea darling~i know i am always here for u k?

My birthday~

2009-09-09T18:54:00.013+08:00

this year...on my birthday~my family pre-celebrated it on the 29th~cos on the 30th..white-rabbitkoay em..pre-booked me for dinner~ Dad ordered some of my favourite food..hehehe~as usual..cos they wan2 feed me with malaysan food~hehehe..after dinner..we went home..then lydia suggested that we buy a cake n blow it at 12am since next year, this time i wont be in Malaysia.So yea we bought the cake then went home n start snapping pictures~*snap snap snap* After snapping,mum called me up..when i went up..she asked me a question then i ask her why she asked me...then she was suddenly stunned~hahaha..then i felt something was wrong~cos the whole nite baby took very long to reply my message ..then ludia came up n "smile kambing" at me..then at 12am..i went downstairs...they started singing~then tada!!baby came out from the kitchen...hehehhehe...<3<3

after that..chill while then baby went home le..then wendy called me..saying that she is in KT..so she called cesium to bring the cake to my house~i was like..."uh dun bluff me le"..then she asked me go down n check..so i went..n i didnt see any1...so i ran back up..then she called again~hehehe..i see again..n waited in mum;s room..waiting for the bell to ring~but..it didnt..so i really really tot she was bluffing~ish ish~
then next baby called..he toild me that they came..this time..told myself..one last check~then i saw him standing~gosh~open the door n took the cake from him..when i was entering the house..ryl wendy jumped out of no where~so we blew the cake~:) after that went to bed lo~

below:pictures of the most important people/pet(snowy) in my life~<3

my family~:D <3

baby~<3<3

he didnt wan2 stannd next to me..due to some reason~:P

he waited since 5plus 6?with baby n waihong~

i.miss.u!!!!!(minus a few)

ryl ryl~

the new couple~(i mean them not us)

old couples~hahahahhaha...

we had to tickle jaric to make him smile like that~

me:apa la~always want us to kiss infront of u guys~
he:yea lo yea lo~

ryl n dee~

they gave me a watch~:D

THIS WATCH~...jaric~sila bayar wei..

from phoenix??

this is the comic card!!!he drew comics about how we met n all inside there~:D *touching*

given by lots of them~hehehe..they said that when i am cold in scot...use them~they'll keep me warm~

cards by them~

my bag~~handbag~

next day..was at home whole afternoon..till evening~ryl picked me up n off we go..to soon's house~then ming hui drove all of us to the look out point..was suppose to be a suprise..haha..but ming hui bocor it..once i got in the car..he was like"eh fiona.u should noe how to go look out point ah"...then i was like.."uh??look out point?"

hahaha...bocor lu..reached there around 45 minutes...baby n all where already waiting le..so we ordered food..there were quite a number of ppl there~while eating..all of us camwhored~hehe..then it's cake time plus present time..we all waited for wendy to come b4 we blew the cake..she was with ....n she did not make it for half of the night~sob..but nevermind la..i understand~hahahaha...:P

after celebrating~we balik lo~baby sent me home~hehe..

love the gifts from all of them~seriously~form the bottom of my heart~

thank u mommy,papa,lydia raquel n elaine for the dinner+accompanying me..:D

thank u all for the watch~

thank u all for the winter stuff~

thank u ryl n dee for the card..not forgetting khong hern..all the way from kt~:D

n also..thank u baby for the bag n also the comic card!!!love it so so so so so much~really~muakss....<3<3

p/s:why look out point??cos i was hoping to go n see that place at night~hehehe..that;s y he chose that place...we will go back there hor..again~:D

penang with brothers n their other half..and also my bao bei-baobei...haha..n new fren chiakhai :D

2009-08-31T23:36:00.016+08:00

went penang with them like 2 or 3 weeks ago~baby drove his crv~genyuan drive his new vios!!ppl

ppl involved-me,cw,engseng,ejinq kelvin cuijuin genyuan jiayee waihou n shin yen...not forgetting chia khai~

on the first day..we went makan at erm super tanker??hahahaha..not too bad lo the food..then after that every1 went back to baby's house to rest n all..oh..those sat crv reached his house first..so we had to mop the floor~

then after resting..we went queensbay to meet up with baobei cuijuin ~then we went n eat...ikan bakar n "siham" bakar n similar stuff near gold coast~its nice!!nit bad seriously~banyak orang!!

erm it seems that chai khai n ejinq always eat here when they were still studying in Inti~

after that we went to k4 to buy stuff to BBQ..they wanted to try wat we(me baby kelvin yizhe nee adrian -nee's fren chris)did last trip here..so after shopping..went n pick chia khai from his house cos he had to get approval from his aunty uncle grandpa mummy daddy~hahaha...alot la..after that we went home..

my fren boon pin came n we chit chat-ed for like an hour then we went n rest n tidur~hehehe..tired le..long journey~

Next day..mr ejinq n chia khai woke us up at 5.45am!!!haha...the nite before..we told ejinq that if he could get up then only wake us up..cos that guy hard to wake him up de!his alarm clock is to wake other ppl up, so that the other ppl will wake him up!!!ish~neway he woke us up on time~

p/s:i told him that if he did not wake up on time..he will have to pay for my meal the whole day~so when he was waking me up...he suddenly said "fiona..my whole day meal"zoom!!i rush to the door..open the door for him~hahahah...

anyway back to the topic we went to the gold coast area..to see sun rise!!!yay!!!!was hoping to see 1...but then~~i'll le the pictures do the talking~

the scenery that we saw when we first reached~
slowly~we waited

ejinq...as usual~taking pictures~~

tada~
with a little sunlight~

then boom!!!it became damn bright!!!..we didnt get to see the round red thing coming out cos the "yun mimi de"(cloudy) conversation between ejinq n chaikhai~

The only Mq available~hehehe..

After we went home n slpt for like an hour~super tired man..then off we go to our destination~before that..we went n pick miss shien nee oh..she was our tour guide~

presenting to u guys= the famous hargou prawn mee~its walao weh!!!delicious!!
seriously!!i am hungry now!!!=.=

see..i am alone~where is he???

here...with baobei!!!!<3<3>

Then after that we went n eat curry mee~didnt eat much cos i was too full~~but then its really not bad !!wee~~~

then after eating..we went to kek lok si~

The new love birds or mayb i should say..new to others~hahahahah..:P

When the others entered the temple to pray..we..took pictures with the flowers~

the two buddy aka birdie~they call each other birdie~so cute la!!!funny!!!

After that,we went n makan again..asam laksa...plus some fried stuff...n some muaji~i think i dun have "yuan fen" with asam laksa...everytime when i eat,the taste will definately be off~:(

It was raining heavily...so the guys went n take the cars to pick us up~the two cars went to k4 to get more stuff to cook..BBQ change to steamboat cos it was raining~hehehe..those in baby's car went home n bath then slp!!!!!yay!!!

was kind of happy cos i dun need to eat sand!!!hahahaha...the previous day,baobei n i were plannin to eat full full before the BBQ~hahahaha...

all couples???hehehheh...

then most of them bathed n slpt...me ejinq nee engseng n kelvin prepared the things below~

Every1 plus chiakhai the camera man!!!

Then after eating..i went to the toilet ~upstairs...suddenly when i came out..i saw jiayee n baobei outside the toilet door..inside the room~baibei suddenly told me.."choon wee said u wanna see me"then i was like uhuh? the cute little jiayee was like making all kind of actions..to tell me that they were suprising her like at that moment~so my brain came up with all kind of stupid ideas n wat to distract her~ahahah...i bocor quite alot..but baobei still diDNTt realize something was wrong~hahaha..then..SUPRiSE!!!!btw her birthday is on the 26th of August~

pretty leh~hahahha...

Ahem.."steve" yap n baobei~hahahaha...:P

Who gave the bear???

Btw we left put present in kl=.= actually is the guy who drove crv left her present~

after that..we went gurney to eat the crepes thingy!!!gosh!!!its wonderful!!!love them all!!!hahaha..its so yummy la..those we've ordered...table 1 ordered 3 stuff...(me nee baby ejinq n baobei n chia kai) p/s most of the pic is in ejinq's phone~we can finish 1 crepes dessert in like 2 minutes!!!

The aunty preparing~

this is one of them that we've ordered~

Then we all balik to rumah~i think..this blog..i can only agak wat we've did cos i've forgotten most of it le..~~hehehe..then chill bit..next day went n eat the duck rice that i wanted to eat so much la!!!hehehe...nice nice!!!slurrpp!!!then we went n buy baby's biscuit(fok lok sau) for his grandpa~then left penang~oo...baby brought me to sungai siput where he stayed last time..showed me around~hehehe..then went to ipoh to meet sook yee o...went n buy my "siang bing"(biskut wangi)hehehehe...guess wat..at a traffic light..engseng went down n pass sookyee dodol that we bought,then sook yee suddenly so xing fen..she jump down from her car which was in front of us n pass us another packet of siang bing!!!gosh!!!hehehe..neway...after that..we left ipoh..headed back to kl~had dinner with the geng before we finally separated~:D

this trip was planned by baby cos he has been telling me abut the food in penang which i should try...as in go to the right shop to eat~hehehe..so he had this trip..make it happen before i fly to Uk~He is trying to erm..fulfilling wat i wish for n wat he has promised ~hehehe..thank u so much ya baby!!!hehehe...muakss!!!<3>

MELAKA trip was also under the wish list..but then is erm..my wish to bring him there~:D

went back to melaka to see my grandma~

2009-08-28T23:05:00.004+08:00

last thurs~i went back to bukit rambai melaka with my family to visit my ah-nei (grandma in hakka)
see...these are the compound of my ah-nei's home~:)

this is the em...back...where we eat our dinner~

this is the front~

those 2 are my nieces~hehehe...

makan place...the back is the kitchen~

this is my grandma~she can cook very well..but then a few years back,some idiot came into her shop n snatched her gold chain~after snatching~pushed her down..damn kurang ajar~so she ended up on the wheel chair ever since~!:( so she cant cook~but sometimes..she will cook some simple dishes for herself~i really miss her cooking~

this is the front compound~there's lots of flowers and used to have a rambutan tree and a jambu tree...but now all gone~ooo..there's a longkang there too~hehehe

neway this trip back..we all ate our hearts out~my dad brought me to almost every corner of melaka to eat all my favourite food~he fed me like nobody's business~:D

all i did was eat eat eat~hehehe...happy~
i will definately come back to malaysia~:D

okie~time to take picture with ahnei~ooo.. I told her that i will be going to scot for 2 years..i felt so sad looking at her"( i cant see her for 2 years...:(

neway when i was about to leave..she gave me angpau...asked me to study well..ok well..yea..she cried..when i saw her crying..i cried..felt so so so so sad~:( then my mum saw me crying..she cried..then my sis saw me crying..she cried too..hahaha...all of them said that they've never see me cried b4~or should i put it this way..it has been a long time since they saw me crying~:D

Anyway~i pray for ur good health ahnei~stay strong and healthy..and i pray that 1 day..u would come to noe Christ~take good care k?i will be coming back to see u~i promise~

keep smilling~:) <3

THIS IS my uncle..youngest uncle~he cried too when i left~:(

takecare yea k?take care of ahnei oso~

love this picture alot~:D

sing k~

2009-08-21T22:50:00.002+08:00

wee~finally there's a session of singing after so long~went with wai hong yizhe shien nee ryl ryl n oso sun mei...ryl n sun mei was in the other room oh..but then i did managed to sing some songs with them..S.H.E songs..hehehe...
baby teman-ed me to red box..but he didnt sing..tsk tsk...neway..at least me n him went to red box once...hhahha...:)
neway...really had a great time...pictures shalll be posted soon..i hope...hahaha...cos all the pictures is with ryl n dee~:)
after singing...rush back to send sister for tuition...it was so jamm~:( then had dinner at 9 cos had to wait for mum..she was stucked in the jamm ..mum went n picked raquel up..n on the way back...joe (sis's bf) drove...hehehe...
going for my check up tml~slping early...nite~

home finally..

2009-08-20T23:14:00.004+08:00

had a busy day today~went out the whole day..phew...in the morning...baby came n picked me up to go to vista to give back the keys n get back my deposit..then went to ejinq's place to chill while...then went back to baby's house...hehehe..initially baby wanted to dye his hair.but then cos of limited time we have...we've change the plan~
1plus..left home..went uni to get phoenix's tshirt but failed...cos nobody was there...then went n ask miss sarina some stuff..after that..went mid vally to meet up with victor and tim (baby's frens)..talked ate n bought some stuff...then went back baby's house..cos going to have dinner with hi sfamily to celebrate his bro's graduation..every1 went..even his cousin brother n not forgetting baby's sister in law..hehehhe...had seafood for dinner near tropicana..
after dinner..baby sent me home..n here i am blogging..i am sleeping real soon now...chiao~nite nite world~@@@!!!

hair trimmin day~

2009-08-20T00:09:00.003+08:00

went n trim mua's hair yesterday with mr koay~hehe...we went n cut at kuchai lama...he needed a hair cut cos he needs to attend his bro's convocation..which is today~washed n cut..only rm30..damn cheap lo..compared to those i've always go to..neway the washing was okok cos the guy washed my hair..he used so so little of his energy to massage..haiya..mana ada feeling?tsk tsk...but then the gal who was massagin him was using almost all of her energy to press baby~~hahah..funny...i think we should have exchanged hor...neway cut till 3..went to baby's house to chill..then went home...
tomolo..i willl be meeting my landlady...let's hope n pray that she will refund my 300 utility deposit without giving me excuses...tsk tsk..after that going out with baby's a level frens then nite having dinner with baby's family to celebrate his brother's graduation~hehehe...laalalala...
mmm..good nite ppl..
i am lookng forward to imu-ians outing and oso penang trip~:)
please i.miss.u...let's meet up shall we?

kerlei lee~!!!aka mrs lo~u damn cute la!!

2009-08-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

saw this on lei lei's blog~so funny~drawing our faces n places that we=imu-ians will be by the end of thisyear~hahaha...
me dee kh udang n jari will be in uk~
ryl n soon will be in malaysia
lei lei is in australia rite now
lik xiang is in us now..

so...all imu-ians..far apart..when can we reunite?mmm...just believe in ourselves..n the bond will stay forever k guys?hehehe.. :>

Gi joe+tgif+gei tak sek

2009-08-17T22:45:00.002+08:00

woke up at 11plus almost to 12 today..messaged him but he was still sleeping..so i slp back...hahahahahah...at 1 plus..decided to watch movie~wee~~so we both met at 1u~~watched GI Joe~the movie was not bad..lots of super modern stuff...hehehe...
was telling baby that i might change from pharmacy to millitary..hahahaha...then can join GI joe..n be a joe~:D after movie went tgif..shared out dinner cos we want to eat some other stuff later...after dinner..went n buy sister's breaking dawn...find baby's shirt for his brother's convocation then went n ate tong shui..seriously...gei tak sek in 1u sucks~to the max...there wont be a next time eating in 1u..it shall be the same old kepong gei tak sek..ehehheh~after that left 1 u..balik rumah masing masing~:)

its so so so nice to meet up with u today baby~:) happy~hehhehe...can i see u everyday?:D:D:D neway hope to see u on thurs naa...gosh..kind of scary le...hehhe...christina need to be there..then it wont be that weird lu~~hehehhe...n i am looking forward for our next trip!!!its goin to be so so FUN!!hehehe..muakss~~in the mean time...stay home drink lots lots of water k?:) <3<3

continue our makan trip~

2009-08-17T01:58:00.003+08:00

for me baby n kelvin...our makan trip did not end at melaka...hehehe...baby sent me home..then we ate dinner with mummy n all..ate crab n some other food...hehehe..then mummy hade to send sis back to upm..so they left earlier...hehehe..the moment my mum cabut....the beast came outof kelvin..hehehe..he sapu-ed everything~hahahaha...then after that...baby said..let's go for chicken wings~hehehe..we were like..ok!!!on!!but before that..we went n pick sister up..she just came back from langkawi~

wow!!!!my tummy was filled with food non stop for 2 days straight~tsktsk..but then it was so fun..wanted to eat sai milo..at gei tak sek..but was too tired..baby drove whole day le..hehehe...so they went back after dropping me back home~hehehe...

neway going to slp now..good nite ppl~hehehe..

when u said it..

2009-08-17T00:36:00.002+08:00

it has been so so so long since the prob existed...i
ts like a thorn ... forever poking the <3
but ever since u've said those words..." wat i've done..i regretted it so much..."
u eventually pulled the thorn out~
felt more secured~
lee ming ming..wat u've said is so true..u need to right person to pull it out..n now i am so so fine!!!~the hole is getting so small that it feels like it barely exist~:)
thanks to lee ming ming for telling me n explaining how much u cared about me..hehehe...btw..i'm not sure whether she told u about everything~ahahahahah...hmmm....

i think i should put the thing aside..n live happily ever after~:) hehehe...so fairy tale hor..:D

but then..i really hope that it will be forever after~:) <3<3<3

wat a trip man!!!!woohoo!!

2009-08-16T23:04:00.004+08:00

just came back from melaka with~~~baby kelvin ejinq and "cj"..(sorry wai hou)..hahahahahahhaha.... :P
left kl at around 10 plus on sat..baby picked me up..then reached melaka at around 12 plus..went hunting for food...hehehe..since i am around...i brought them to those not commercialize places which tourists will go...hehehhehe...it also means...nicer n better quality of food!!! so we went n eat the chicken rice balls...which i thk..(since long time ago) that it is nothing special...=.=...wonder why ppl love eating that~hmmph~~neway after that..went walk walk at jonker street..bought pineapple tarts...which is like sedap!~~(went to the right shop this time)...lalalala...then after that..went n eat cendol...n oso tai bak...the cendol is like...super nice wei..damn gao!!!heehee..dun believe?ask them!!they requested to eat that again b4 we went home..hehhe..it is located near my "kuku's " (aunt) house...hehehe...after that..we went to everly to check into the room..on the way..we bought putu piring!~its was not nice...its not the original makcik which i usually buy them from..so it tasted...tak sedap...hehehe..neway our room was big..2 rooms in a big room...kekeke..n its only rm250~worth it man~!!!

neway rest for awhile then we went out to makan again~hhehe...brought them to satay celup~they all love it..except for kelvin...cos he got some limitation when it comes to spicy food~hehehe...they requested to eat again b4 we left melaka..but too bad..it was not open yet...hee..after that we wen to portuguese settlement..ate davel chicken,baked fish,sotong and vege...after that we went to the eye of malaysia...then after tht jonker street...hehehe..wore mask just to be safe~:D..
then we went n hunt for food..but since its like kind of late..my wantan mee shop close le...big sob!!!!

we went to the hotel...took pictures at the pool side..then went back.bath n played di..haiya...was so tired le..sob...so went to bed like 1 plus...slpt till 10 plus...packed n all..left hotel at 12 plus...went n eat the mee at tengkera~~then we went n buy the pineapple tarts...its yummy ma..so all bought some home for family to eat~it was so so so so hot la~~nearly melted...!!!!ish~

oh we saw baby's fren..call..rodderick?hehehehe...can see him from damn far..cos he is damn tall!!!after that went n da bao popiah~bought for mummy too...n something interesting happened at the stall...hahaha...ejinq...dun tell ppl le la...hehehe...then after that went tan kim hock...then went n da bao stuff for my grandma...on the way to grandma's house..we bought the kuih..which is nice!!!!hehehe...especially the kuih kera~lalalalala~then went n visit grandma..then cabut back lo..b4 that,,stopped bt to eat cendol!hahaha...

overall the trip was all about eating...n lame-ing...hehehe...i had fun!!!hhehehe...hope that they had fun too...hehehe...wee~~~btw...when i was directing..i always say..go straight la..then turn left...melaka town is round only...hahahaa..i am not so sure of the road also..then they've notice it..keep saying that's my concept...keep telling baby..."choon wee ah..go straight only...its round de..we everntually will reach de"...hahahaha....funny ppl la they all...hehehe...

neway...pictures might be uploaded..but it will surely not be on facebook..due to some reasons~~"P slp well ppl~

btw...thank you baby for driving us around~xing ku ni le...love the big big aircond of ur crv..hehehhe...luckily its not the "super lovely nice smell" de wira...hehe...with u..the trip is so much more meaningfull le...<3<3<3>

stressss~~

2009-08-03T23:27:00.002+08:00

I am sososososososososo worried about eos!!! ESPECIALLY PP!!!~~~how?
I really really wanna fly to uk this sept...sob!= i wanna pass~~
mmm...i need to work very very very extra hard already!!!!
Please Pray for me~
:(

back to books~

bits and pieces of me~:)

The very special day that is celebrated all around the world!

its coming to an end..

spending time at home.

coming back home~

people..

amsterdam:D

have you veer thought of letting go before?

uve become my inspiration~:P

saw this and i felt that some of them are quite sweet:)

chap goh meh...korean food...etcetc

Chor 22~

His love for me.

sunshine thru my window~

two 0 one 0

hogmanay!

feeling rather stress!

你曾经这样吗？

曹格-寂寞先生KTV

glasgow

a month

bali~indonesia

since i came back home

life

shifted house~

yours~

weather~

寂寞光年——刘力扬

劉力揚-禮物

致亲爱的郭俊纬~=p =p

been super tired!

真實 Zhen Shi

mail~:)

im am back~

easter easter!!!

rumours

sick~

dimsum~

dong dong dong qiang!

due to laziness~

Day 3~London~

lalalala~~

something for u~~did it out of~~em..i also dunno~~:P

watching while eating

words to share <3

i am a happy gal~~:D

the word~~ONE~~:D

wat i do when they are making funny faces~:P

谢谢你

HaPpY 11th MoNtH aNnIvErSaRY~

:)

my nasi lemak~

finally a proper lunch~~

ItS HeR bIrThDaY~

<3

part of my parcel camE~

fRIeNDs tOgEtRhER~

u can let go~by crystal shawanda

HaPpY 10th mOnth AnNiverSaRy~~

trip to culzean castle

second sunday here~

scotland~

flying tml~

a wake up call!

My birthday~

penang with brothers n their other half..and also my bao bei-baobei...haha..n new fren chiakhai :D

went back to melaka to see my grandma~

sing k~

home finally..

hair trimmin day~

kerlei lee~!!!aka mrs lo~u damn cute la!!

Gi joe+tgif+gei tak sek

continue our makan trip~

when u said it..

wat a trip man!!!!~~woohoo!!~~

stressss~~

something for udid it out ofem..i also dunno~~:P

the wordONE:D

wat a trip man!!!!woohoo!!